That morning Spencer woke up with a throbbing headache. Seeing as she didn't take anything else other than her excessively drinking all night. Right as her eyes opened she knew where she was. Fez's house. A place she was scared to be, last time she was there they argued. Matter a fact that's all they did there."fez" tapping his arm trying to pry him off of me "fez...FEZ" finally he removed his legs and arms from around me sitting up. "I'm going to throw up" running to the bathroom making sure to not miss the toilet this time.
I felt my hair moving from my face knowing he was holding it.
After puking my guts out, fez got me Advil and orange juice. I had missed the smell of the house and the feeling of the bed sheets. I knew I was the only girl who ever slept in his bed. "What happen last night yo, did you relapse?" He asked breaking the silence "no i was just drinking, I don't want to relapse fez, i don't want to be angry anymore" looking him the eyes, they were staring directly at mine. making my checks warm, quickly looking down. "Can you give me your word on that?" The serious tone came back "i promise fez" I looked up in his eyes. "You better keep it" he smirked "or what" getting closer to him running my hands down his neck. "You'll find out"
Spencer had always had a crush on fezco but she didn't realize how much he liked her. They'd known each other since 5th grade when she moved here. They just clicked, and ever since they'd been in each other's lives. Fezco had a soft spot and it was only for her. He never had the courage to tell her that though.
Sitting in his arms, where I want to just stay forever. I only ever felt even okay just being around fez. He likes rubbing circles on my stomach or thighs. He makes my heart flutter every time. "I really missed you ma" he's lips moved on the back of my ear "why, we always fought" Turing to face him "it didn't feel the same around here without you. I thought you'd been ignoring me until Rue came by and told me, why didn't you say bye" I could hear the sadness in his voice. "I thought you hated me after our last argument. I really wanted to and I'm sorry" he snuggled into my neck making sure to smell me. "Don't leave me hanging anymore bruh" I really did miss him but I didn't think he cared about me anymore. "I missed you to fezco" knowing he loved when I used his full name. he embraced me even closer to him, our lips almost touching, we'd never kissed on the lips, only cheek.
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"I'm gonna go now" it was getting late and I already knew that going home wasn't a good idea. "I'll wash your clothes, come get them tomorrow after school" he said looking at me. "I'll text you later mama" kissing me on the cheek.
Rue walks in. "Hold on hold on, you can't be in here right now" fez got up from counting the money he just finished "I see you cash money" rue walks to his room "nah" he continued and I couldn't leave her here alone "I just need some oc's and some socks" finally reaching his room. "I can't help you right now, you got to go" he yelled "yo for real Rue I ain't fucking playing, you got to go" he continued "fez im fucking soaking wet and I'm out of drugs so uh don't be a dick" she put a clean pit of socks on "that's not my fucking problem you gotta get the fuck up out my house" he was getting really mad now "rue come on let's go we can come back later" I said trying to get her to leave with me. She ignored me "look all I need is some oc's and some xannys , that's all I need and I can be gone" she put the other sock on "bruh I'm trying to tell you I don't go shit right now" I don't know why he was kicking her out he wasn't in a rush for me to leave "come back later and I can give you whatever you need but right now you got to get the fuck up out of my house." She finished putting the socks on "I know you have something fez" she got up "I just told you I don't have shit bro I need you out of the house my guys about to come through" she laid on the couch fully " I don't want you here when he gets here this is serious Rue" he's phone buzzed uncontrollably and he looked pissed "I could fucking kill you right now" he looked at her and grabbed the walkie-talkie "to ash they here" he said before grabbing the money, I walked and sat by rue.
He grabbed a gun loaded it. we locked eyes for the first time "just sit here be fucking quiet I'm not playing rue, these dudes ain't playing" he knew I'd be cool.
I'm not going to lie that's when started to get a little scared. I'm all good with drugs until guns start coming out
"So this your little bitch" fez wasn't playing when he said they weren't playing. I have to admit this was scary. "Nah that's my little sister" the guy bent down "well hello little sister" he held his hand out and he kissed it. "Oh so this is your bitch" he turned to me and I looked at fez and he wasn't already looking at me "it's not like that" which was true "mhm" he said kissing my hand too "My name is mouse, it's a pleasure to meet you" he smiled
"hey yo Custer toss me that bag" the guy I guess names Custer, weird fucking name but so was mouse. "Aye yo check it i got 100 OP-OC 80s, 500 xanny bars, 520 of addie, im low on vikes, so if you gonna get them you gotta get them today cause I got like 50 left." He looked at me with a reassuring look. " you sure you don't want no fentanyl?" Fez looked up "nah im cool off that shit, to many OD's and I don't want the heat" he said
mouse walked over to us "what about you little sis, you ever try fentanyl?" he was talking to rue. I could see fez's body tense up. "No" rue didn't look at him yet "no she's good bruh" mouse sat in the middle of us paying with rues hair "gonna let big brother talk for you" he brushed her hair out of her face "i don't know" she shook her head looking at fez "don't look at him look at me" he still touched her "you ever try it?" She shook her head again "yo for real I don't want her fucking with that shit" fez was getting even more upset and it was rues fault, she should've fucking listened.
Mouse moved closer to her ear "you know that feeling when you come so hard that you can feel of hear shit" he said "yeah" she looked up and then back down not knowing what to do, he took out a knife opening a small bag there was a small drop of liquid on the knife. "I'm-im good actually" he brought the knife to her mouth "you don't trust me" fez started rubbing his head wanting to help but knowing he couldn't "yo for real man she's good" mouse got tired of hearing fez "shut the fuck up bitch ain't no one talking to you" what I was about to do is so stupid but I can't let her do this to her self again. "Come on try it, it won't bite you" he said ,fez shook he's head no to rue but fuck it "I'll try it" I put the knife in my mouth fuck. It hit like a brick. "You like the way that feels" I could barely hear anything at all "yeah" this feeling was euphoric. "Want a couple of patches girl" I felt warm and okay "okay" everything went black.
Fez froze after Spence did what she did for Rue. He had to get to her quick, he wanted to just hold her. And that he did. He rubbed her hair almost all night until he couldn't keep he's eyes open anymore. He hadn't moved her from the couch. He knew he was falling hard for Spencer but he couldn't get to deep into her life. He was a bad influence and she deserved chance at a actual life.
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Kort verhaal"Some people need to get their feelings hurt sometimes" DISCONTINUED** this is a terrible book. (Fezco x fem oc)