✔️The Devil's Revenge||JJK

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I am letting you go....

—Jungkook

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*Jungkook's P.O.V*

"So I am letting you go"

I could hear my voice cracking.....

I could feel my heart crashing into pieces inside me......

I knew I was breaking apart but I had to let her go.

In these past days, i had waited for her to show her beautiful face.....

I waited all night that she might for come and check how I was doing.....

I couldn't eat anything.....

Everytime any maid entered, my eyes lit up in hope to see Y/N.....my Y/N...

But when I see it was not her, i couldn't control and shouted at them.

But I kept waiting.....

And waiting for her.....

To at least come to see me.....

Why was I waiting when i knew she hates me?

It was the third day....

My eyes were still glued to the door waiting so desperately so hopefully that she might show up with every minute passing by......

My hopes were dying.....

And finally the clock struck at 12.....

I turned my head to look at the clock...

And a tear dropped onto my face....

Then another....

And I lost it.....

I burst into tears like a small child.....

I clenched my heart as i felt a sharp pain inside radiating to my jaw....

I started crying loudly.....

Y/N please come back......just once.....

Please I love you..... I cannot live without you.....

I pushed myself to stood up to find my baby but fell down with a thud.....

I tried to crawl towards the door but I couldn't....

I bent down on the floor as i placed my forehead on the floor crying hitting the floor with my palms of my hand.

"WHY GOD?? WHY?? WHY DON'T I DESERVE HAPPINESS??? WHY ME?? I WANT TO LIVE A HAPPY LIFE....JUST ONCE....PLEASE...." I kept lying there crying badly.

But by the end of the night, i knew what to do.....

TO LET HER GO and.....

TO SHOOT MYSELF......

Because I knew I had lost this battle which I had been fighting since I was a child.

I did nothing but only ruined the people whom I ever loved.

Eunwoo took a bullet for me.

Yoongi hyung had almost died saving me and Y/N....

And Y/N....

She was the one whom i tortured the most.....

She deserves the best.....

She deserves someone who could understand her.....