Taken

Knowing me better than myself.

"I have always been myself." Jeff shook his head at my comment.

"Yes, but not on the outside. Remember how you used to feel like you were in a constant war, Pushing something back. Maybe I worded it wrong... anyway we are here to help to bring that out. The inner you."

He made a very fair point I did feel this way. I had to get out get away from these people. This wasn't me it cant be! Can it? I lifted my legs over the side of the bed. The floor felt like tiny pins poking at my feet it was strange but relaxing. I pulled the wires out of my arm with tremendous pain. I stood up the world that spun around me it was a cold harsh place. Wondering through the corridor I could hear the distant cry's of the lost souls harvested in this cruel establishment. It was hard for me to concentrate. Through all this noise there was one, just one voice that stood out. An almost angelic voice that was paralyzing. I stopped in my tracks.

"It starts with pain, followed by hate and is fuelled by the endless questions, that No one can answer. Now, a stain Covers your heart and tears you apart just like a sleeping cancer. I don't believe men are born to be killers also this world can't be saved." I looked behind me Felix was stood about 6 feet away. I recognised these words from a song I used to listen to put into sentences. I looked forwards again there was a window above me that looked into another floor. This wasn't the only ward.

The light tickled the top of my head like soft kisses. Jeff leaned against my rooms door. The words of that song represented my situation and circled through my head;

'How did you get here and when did it start,

An innocent child with a thorn in his heart.

What kind of world do we live in,

Where love is divided by hate,

Losing control of our feelings,

We all must be dreaming this life away

In a world so cold

Are you sane? Where's the shame?

A moment of time passes by

You cannot rewind

Who's to blame and where did it start

Is there a cure for your sickness, have you no heart?

Now I don't believe men are born to be killers

I don't believe this world can't be saved

How did you get here and when did it start

An innocent child with a thorn in his heart

What kind of world do we live in

Where love is divided by hate?

Losing control of our feeling

We're dreaming this life away

In a world so cold

There's a sickness inside you that wants to escape

It's a feeling you get when you can't find your way

So how many times must you fall to your knees

Never, do this again.' -'world so cold' 12 stones.

In a world so cold

Are you sane? Where's the shame?

A moment of time passes by

You cannot rewind

Who's to blame and where did it start

Is there a cure for your sickness, have you no heart?

Now I don't believe men are born to be killers

I don't believe this world can't be saved

How did you get here and when did it start

An innocent child with a thorn in his heart

What kind of world do we live in

Where love is divided by hate?

Losing control of our feeling

We're dreaming this life away

In a world so cold

There's a sickness inside you that wants to escape

It's a feeling you get when you can't find your way

So how many times must you fall to your knees

Never, do this again.' -'world so cold' 12 stones.

An arm folded around me. Luring me back to the room. My tears flooded a thousand lakes as I lay back on the bed. Jeff reattached the machine to my wrist. I lay there like a corpse limp and powerless.

It must have been 3 weeks before they let me stand again my legs weren't strong enough to support my full weight. This meant I had to go through 6 more weeks of physio therapy. It made me feel dependant on Jeff and Felix. Each week they would take me to the same room with the high metal door which would be filled with that one drug. It slowly changed me. What was I becoming?

That night I woke up to screaming coming from the other side of the ward where Jeff's abode was. I stumbled to my feet ignoring the constant warnings my body rushed past me. I ran away from my room to source of the terrible screeches. It was as I had predicted, Jeff's room. The door was barricaded shut. I analysed my surroundings nobody else was out of their rooms. Its like they knew what was happening and didn't tell me. My senses warned me 3...2...1. The door swung open skimming the tip of my nose. Two brute like men where hauling Jeff towards the door. I was so transfixed by the motions I didn't realise I was to being pulled through the entwining corridors as well. I could barely make out the figure of him but his hands were firm and strong on my still weak body, he was an ogre like man. I could see Jeff still in the small window he was getting something with difficulty. I couldn't see what but I could defiantly tell that he was getting something.

Hi Again. I have been writing a new book... Yeay. So that's why I didn't update at my usual time. Hope everyone reading is enjoying it so far. If you are confused please do leave a comment because I know these few chapters have been a bit confusing. Ok.

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