Falling Hard

Chapter Sixteen (I betrayed you)

Part 16

My eyes were heavy and my heart too , how could he do this...acting with me like this then making out with his ex! How come?!

I stopped infront of my house taking my breath , I wiped my tears and walked towards the door , and there was a shape infront of my door

When I was infront of the shape , I recognized who it was...it's kate...

"I won't ask you about what happened the last time...I won't blame you for not answering my phone calls or calling me" I closed my eyes and sighed then I looked back at her "I just need you" I hugged her tightly sobbing in her arms "I am not ok"

She was frozen in her place , I didn't even realize that she didn't hug me back . She stepped backwards and raised her hands infront of me

"I don't deserve this" she was crying

I wiped my tears "what do you mean?!" I was hardly taking my breath "Katherine"

She put her hands on her chest "I didn't want this to happen" she sobbed "I came here today to tell you everything"

"Katherine what's going on?!" I couldn't think properly and the situation was weird

"I know you won't talk to me ever again after telling you this" her eyes were red and she was shivering "I...GOSH" she yelled

Why won't I talk to you after that Katherine! What did you do?! Please don't make me even more broken

"I...had something.." she sobbed then stopped talking , she closed her eyes to calm herself "I had something....with Jake" she cried harder and put her hand on her mouth

My heart skipped but I thought it's not like what I understood...of course not...it's Katherine Anna stop being silly "I d..don't understand"

"I swear to god I tried to stop myself...but I fell for him badly" she sobbed

"It's not the good time to make jokes Kate , I am telling you I am not ok and that I need you" no no she didn't mean it

She walked closer to me "ANNA I AM TELLING YOU I BETRAYED YOU...WAKE UP" she was acting madly

Tears filled my eyes and it increased until my vision blurred , I couldn't stand all of this...that explained everything , every memory between them both began to came through my mind , I let my tears fall down and looked at her

"Anna I swear to god I wasn't feeling ok...and I wanted to stop this but everytime I couldn't...I love him" I couldn't feel anything I was like in a nightmare..I feel stuck in it but at the same time I know that after some minutes I won't wake up from it and live my normal life again

"Why...?" I whispered while more tears fell down , I was so empty

"I know I should have told you but...I wanted him so bad it happened once then happened again and again until I fell for him"

Suddenly my anger raised so high and I had no control on my hand which slapped her hard right on her left cheek

"HOW COULD YOU?!!!" I screamed "WHAT DID I DO TO YOU TO MAKE ME FEEL THAT PAIN!" I pushed her "I WAS A SISTER TO YOU...I LOVED YOU AND PROTECTED YOU LIKE MY LITTLE SISTER"

"I HAD NO CONTROL ON IT! I LOVED HIM AND HE ONLY LOVED YOU!! DON'T YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I WAS HURT EVERYTIME I SAW YOU LOVING EACH OTHER INFRONT OF MY EYES" she pushed me and screamed while sobbing "DON'T YOU KNOW HOW BROKEN I WAS WHEN HE SLEEPS WITH ME LOOKING DEEPLY INSIDE MY EYES AND TELLING ME HOW MUCH HE LOVES YOU"

I put my hands on my face crying hard , it can't be happening

"it was always you Anna" she put her hand on her mouth crying

I looked at her taking my breath "you are so idiot Katherine...you are so pitiful , I pity you"

I turned to enter the house , I couldn't deal with it anymore...it's so hard for me

"Anna stop" she held my arm stopping me , I stopped without turning to her "I don't regret anything I lived with him but...I regret what I did to you"

I turned quickly and slapped her again while looking at her disgustedly . I opened the door and entered my house

I closed the door behind me and fell on the floor crying and sobbing

No one loves me , no one cares . I am just a lonely pitiful person... Maybe it's my problem , maybe I am the unbearable person so everyone hates me

I put my hands on my chest as it was hurting me as I was sobbing unstoppably 

"GOSH" I screamed "PLEASE HELP ME"

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A few days later

I put on my clothes then looked at my reflection through the mirror , I looked so pale and tired

I wasn't eating or living well the past few days , I was like a living dead . I know I am in a depression right now

Thinking it's my mistake made me blame myself, I was not wrong to thing like that because first it was my mom...she hated me and left me alone , then it was my best friend and sister who betrayed me then even didn't regret doing this and she left me , then it was him...he played with my feelings , he knew very well what I felt for him but he played with my feelings and left me

Everyone hurt me and left , it's like they entered my life to hurt me and then leave like they had never come

I had to leave the house , it's been like ages. I took my smart phone and left the house

I was walking in the street trying not to think about negative things , I just need to relax and calm down

I even had no one to cry on his shoulder , I needed my dad so much right now

"Anna" I stopped walking it's like a familiar voice , I turned then my heart skipped . It was Emily's voice but right beside her was him...Alexander.

And this is happening to me while I am trying to move on! How would I move on when I see him

They approached me and Emily hugged me "I miss you"

I smiled... At least someone cared...

"Where have you been?!" At the first time in weeks I looked inside his eyes , his big blue angry eyes then my eyes landed on his lips remembering everytime his lips poured fire on my body "I tried to reach you thousand times , I came to your house but you didn't open the door" his anger was so obvious

"I don't want to talk" I whispered , did he try to call me really! I had my phone on the airplane mode , yes people knocked my door but I didn't know who did it

"Anna we were going to your house..Alex wanted me to talk to you" Emily said

His look softened realizing how tired I look "are you sick?" He cleared his throat with his eyes travelling through my face

"Just leave...I don't want to see you" I turned to leave but he grabbed my arm

"Did I do something wrong?!" I looked inside his eyes and tears fell down remembering everything happened that night

"Anastasia" he whispered and pulled me into his chest...I hugged his body tightly . I needed this...I needed him

Don't forget Anna he is the one who hurt you , I pushed him softly "don't try to call again and don't come to my house" I needed to do this...I don't want to got hurt anymore , I want to move on

"What happened Anastasia!?" I took a long breath and shook my head , I can't tell him I saw you making out with your ex because it's non my business , he will ask me why I care. I can't tell him I love him

"Nothing happened I just...I just don't want to talk to you or see you again" I turned and walked quickly away from them with tears hunting my eyes

I heard Emily calling for me but I just ignored her , I was so missed up . I can't even stop thinking about him.

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Poor Anna..
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