felix pov
"LIX SWEETIE IM HOME GET THE FUCK UP!!" yeonjun screeched, causing me to jolt up from my comfortable sleep. i snapped my eyes open to see the yellow haired boy standing two inches from my face.
"GAH YEONJUN DAMN!!" i screamed, watching the boy laugh as he stood back up straight, still giggling in the process. a blue haired boy was standing behind him.
i watched as yeonjun backed up into soobins arms, which wrapped around the yellow haired's waist and pulled him close. speaking of arms, hyunjins were still wrapped around my waist.
i flopped back down onto the bed, feeling hyunjin stir beside me from the screaming and movement. his hand found its way to my hand, linking our fingers lightly and causing screams from yeonjun.
"ARE YOU TOGETHER!??" he screeched, making me cover my ears. hyunjin giggled and draped his arm over my stomach, leaning across me protectively almost.
"not yet." i could hear the smirk in hyunjins voice as he answered.
does he want to date me??
"ooo!! soo let's give the lovebirds some privacy!" yeonjun said with an evil grin, dragging soobin out of the room and shutting the door. i turned to hyunjin with a shy face, trying to stop it from heating up. he returned my look with a smirk, examining my face.
"what did you say..?" i asked slowly, sitting up to face him.
"pretty sure you heard me, doll." he said, his eyes looking into mine. i watched as they flicked down for a brief second, quickly coming back to my eyes. my eyes widened as he smiled, slowly leaning in closer to my face.
"hold." i said, backing away slightly, making hyunjin frown.
"what's wrong..?" he asked, searching my face for an answer.
"how do you genuinely feel about me..?" i asked slowly, not meeting his eyes. i felt his slender fingers under my chin, making me look at him. i sucked my lip into my teeth, biting it to refrain from the sudden feeling i had to cry.
what if he was leading me on?
what if chan told him to pretend to like me to hurt me more?
"frankly i'm in love with everything about you." he said sweetly, looking down at me. i felt my heart jump at his words, not knowing whether to trust it or not.
"deadass??" was all i could blurt, immediately slapping my hand over my mouth after. he chuckled, linking our hands together on my lap as he gazed into my tear filled eyes.
"don't cry baby, yes i'm being so serious." hyunjin said sweetly, rubbing my hand soothingly.
"...so it's not chans plot for you to pretend to like me..?" i said quietly, looking anywhere but his gaze. his mouth dropped and his eyes widened and immediately i regretted asking such a question.
"absolutely not felix!" he said, to which i could hear a hint of pain in his words.
"..im sorry.. it's just what i'm used to.."
hyunjin pulled me into a large hug, rubbing my hair soothingly, which almost immediately calmed me.
"you two better not be naked!!"
i jumped as the door swung open to reveal a grinning yeonjun, a sheepish soobin standing directly behind him.
"yeonjun do you not know what privacy is!?" i screeched, hiding in hyunjins arms. he giggled as he held me, hiding my face for me.
"so what are we doing today!!" yeonjun exclaimed, clapping his hands together excitedly. i broke away from hyunjins grasp to check my phone.
"yeonjun it's fucking 8:30 in the morning WHY ARE YOU HERE!??" i yelled, flopping back onto the bed once again and covering my face with a pillow.
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