ii - he loves me, he loves me not

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ii - he loves me, he loves me not

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shuichi pov ;;

i slowly opened my eyes, revealing the dull roof.

i have a bad feeling about today.

i sat up, the 8am announcement blasting into my ears.

as i was getting dressed, i noticed something on my desk.

flowers..?

i don't recall getting flowers.

i walked over to the table, where a note sat next to the vase.

what..?

i opened the envelope, beginning to read.

"dear saihara,

it's me! kokichi ouma!! nishsishi!! i'm here to tell you a few things.

this isn't your fault. it was my purpose all along, my fate really. so if you do actually care about me... don't."

uh oh... what's going on with him?

"i want you to complete my bucket list for me. all of it, or else i will haunt you forever, nishsishsishi!

i turned the page, a bad feeling overwhelming me

KOKICHI OUMA, THE ULTIMATE SUPREME LEADERS BUCKET LIST!!!

drink all the panta from the academy get kirumi to adopt mesay sorry to everyonetell saihara-chan i love them-

i stopped reading.

he...loves me?

i suddenly got a really really bad feeling.

i rushed to kokichis dorm and banged on the door.

"kokichi???? are you there?!??" i yelled

no answer.

"if you don't say anything... i'll break down the door." i knocked again

no answer.

i got really nervous now.

i burst down the door

there was nothing

no one

he was gone

my heartbeat was racing.

"no... please... there's so many things i need to say to you.."

i rushed to the hangar where i remember kaito was.

there was an electrobomb on at the time, so i could get in easily.

and to my despair,

i was seconds too late.

i watched him get crushed.

tears filled my eyes as i ran up to the hydraulic press.

kaito was there, just standing there like he had done nothing.

it felt like everything was a blur after that.

i felt numb.

i couldn't even take myself to read the rest of the letter

or investigate

the class trial hit, i already knew who the culprit was. there was no point

there's no point

i began to sob on my bedroom floor, my eyeliner weeping down with my tears.

one day, kokichi ouma

one day, i'll figure out who you really were.

a/n - i'm very sorry for all the kaito fans out there, i still love yall


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