These stupid initials

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When I see Tiktoks where it says 'that's what these inital wants to tell you' I always look for your inital. Often it fitted in our Situation and I made myself hope with it like a little kid. I even was happy when it said that you love me. I still do it and it is really creepy how they fit in this Situation. It often says that you miss me and that you want me back in your life. I believe in it. Even when probably just a kid made these Tiktoks but it gives me hope and beside that it feels like I communicate with you. I miss it to speak to you so I need other things to distract myself and don't give in to text you. I would really love to to just give in and don't fight my urge to text you anymore. It's just it would destroy me to text with you. I love you but I think it's the best to don't have any contact. Even when it feels like hell but I will get over it. I hope you too. Not to soon but someday. It is so stupid that I still want to have a special place in your life even when I am not in it anymore and don't plan to come back.

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⏰ Last updated: Apr 17, 2022 ⏰

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