CPV( Anastasia)
I couldn't delete the sentence the tall and silly being beside me created a few minutes ago 'so your my sexy wonderer', it felt a bit too much but that was what I liked about it. I felt loved for that one time and I didn't care about anything else but I still have to be careful about what I say in front of him. We left the library a while ago, walking towards our lockers there were people gathered around, there were cheers, moans, groans and many other noises that drew my attention so I began walking to go check it out but Zander pulled me back to him harshly as I bumped into him hard, my back banging on his hard chest and my waist, hips and ass, rested on his upper thighs, he swayed his hips backward a little like a distance but held me knowing I would pull away;
"don't go, pumpkin" he warned softly behind my ear with made me shiver a bit, pointed to the security camera
" Okay" I answered almost in between sighs, it was so quiet I bet he didn't here me, well he wouldn't have if he wasn't so close. I was about to loose my shit, my stomach was in a war zone with the butterflies in there. he let go and I didn't even spare him a glance as I made my way to the cafeteria.
I kept walking, what I didn't realise was that I was walking alone. I turned around and smashed into his chest, it hurt but its better that way. its better than looking into his eyes and letting my stomach go into a hell in a cell match.
butterflies vs stomach organs
winners= butterflies.
As I continued to admire his black t-shirt, he elevated my face with his cotton candy index finger. now we were face to face with each other, I admired his deep brown eyes. its so brown you won't even know its brown if you not this close. He smiled shyly and descended his sight to my lips so I decided to clap them in my mouth, he shot me back his kind of' why would you do that, I was enjoying it'. I looked up at his lips, they were pink not 'barbie notice me pink' but peach pink, they weren't glossed but they weren't dry either, he has to have done something to them, they are so gorgeous and kissable.....woah that's too much. I looked away from his face but he whispered;
" Are you done?" He asked me with a slight smirk, one could barely notice. I gulped so loudly, I heard it.
" Your stubborn, you know that right?" he complimented and asked. I felt offended cause my step-father tells me that all the time but I brushed it off and replied" So I've been told " with a little smile playing between my lips. He chuckled and uttered with all serious;
" Don't ever do that again, understood pumpkin" I was shocked how he changed as I blinked, from happy to dead serious, after a comfortable amount of silence...
" how can I not do that when I have no idea what your talking about" I spat back in less than a sweat. sorry Zander I can't be vulnerable in front of you twice in the same hour. My insides were nearly jelly, my legs hurt cause we were in this state for a while. His left arm swiftly held my waist pushing me closer to him I gasped, I held his shoulders to stop any further movement. we were one too close for safety. he brought his right hand to my face and brushed my lower lip, staring at me intensively, I sighed feeling my breath shake, I was loosing air and I suddenly forgot how to breathe. we are making way too much contact but I don't want to stop. he softly asked;
"Do you want me to stop pumpkin" I love how he calls me that. I couldn't answer cause I didn't want him to stop cause for one of the first times, I didn't give a damn thing about what's happening around me but I'd sound like an idiot if I dare to say it out loud so I murmured this instead forcefully;
" let's head to cafeteria" he gave a smile, a disappointed one to me but it was still a smile nonetheless. And with that he let go, I felt like the degrees dropped as I shivered.
