Anastasia's POV;
There is no way that he can just kiss me like that, he doesn't even like me like that, that's if he likes me at all and I definitely don't like him like that. I know how to fool people so I am not so worried about it, and I will never allow a player to take my first kiss cause after that is my virginity and I am not taking any chances.
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Zander's POV;
I wasn't actually going to kiss her, I want to kiss her when she needs a human pain relief or someone to warm her from her pain or when she feels like it but I wouldn't kiss her now...
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CPV(Anastasia);
" So what's it gonna be pumpkin" He asked staring at me, showing me that his patience is running thin, but I realized that I don't have to tell him, so I shot back at him, showing him that I can be intimidating too;
" You're fucking crazy if you think I would actually let you kiss me" he noticed my intentions and gave me a straight face staring at me and confirmed me as his eyes never left my face like his eyes were everywhere and I mean everywhere;
" I don't think, I just do" after he said this, I felt like he already knew what was happening but he just wanted me to say it. As I stared at him, I began to feel my knees vibrating like it was -20°, my palms sweating, I felt vulnerable and I hated it so badly cause I learnt from Christian, he only attacks when I am vulnerable, sad part is I am always vulnerable. I let out a sigh and looked away from him so I could think, I reached in and held his hands behind my back and said happily;
" Yeah okay, I am feeling better, now can we go inside" I am still hurting but I hate the way I feel around him so why not.
" You're lying again" he noticed as he looked at me
" I am feeling better honestly" I assured him. The fact that I didn't deny his correct theory made it obvious that I was lying and my heart is aching from it, from lying to him.
" Are you sure you'll be fine" he asked concerned, showing me he knew that I was lying yet again.
" Yeah I will be" I spilled to his hearing. That really wasn't what I wanted to tell him, I wanted to say' No, I am living in a war zone and I hate my life, my step-father assault's me and I can't do anything about it' but as I played what would have happened after that, I am glad I didn't go with that, the thought of it made a tear fall out but as Zander reached in to clear it off, I held his hand and pleaded;
" Can we go, please"
" Ana why can't yo..." He formed but I stopped him saying;
" Can you just forget about it, please" I begged but he wasn't giving in to it as he slowly shook his head negatively but I begged again;
" Please" he sighed. meaning he gave in, yes!!!
" Will you be okay" he asked more concerned than before. I don't get why he cares though, no one cares about me they just use me for what they want, my mom used me to make my grandma happy that she has a grand daughter unfortunately she died in her sleep the next day, my Dad used me to make him happy when he was down, We all know what Christian used me for cause I don't want to think about it else Zander won't let me go without having his answers. I wonder what Zander's gonna use me for... I feel like a punching bag, maybe it's my purpose in this life, a fucking human pain relief.
" Yeah, I will" I assured him smiling to give him assurance that I was okay, he realised me from his warm fold and we began walking into school. At a point I felt empty and incomplete without his touch on me, I thought to myself that it would wear off maybe cause we we're there for a while anyways.
