Trans dsmp oneshots

Trans!Sapnap (ftm) - A best friend.

Warnings: deadnaming, swearing, misgendering, transphobia, gender dysphoria, t slur (I'm trans fyi), getting stared at, embarrassment, crying. If i missed any please let me know :)

High school au. Pog?

Sapnap's pov

(Dream)

"Chloe!"
Huh?
"Wake up!"
What?
"You're gonna be late for school"
that voice sounds familiar- oh. Mom.

"Wake up, girl!" My mom said angrily, making sure to say the last word more loudly than the others. I slowly started to open my eyes and sit up in my bed.

"Finally! Took you long enough." My mom said, rolling her eyes. I sat up and looked at her and then looked down at my chest, only to immediately regret it. Tears welled up in my eyes as i kept looking at my chest.

I eventually stopped looking at my chest and started looking at my long hair that went down to my stomach. A tear escaped my eye as i kept staring at my hair. Why did i have to be born a girl?

"Um.. mom? Can i.. cut my hair short? as in how a boy would have it?" I said being careful of my words. My mom's eyes widened with anger. "What?! Chloe, we've been over this! You. are. Not. a. Fucking. Tr@nny!" My mom yelled.

I couldn't contain my tears anymore. Tears started streaming down my cheeks and i sobbed softly. My mom just scoffed and walked out of my room.

I closed my eyes and opened them after a few seconds, i was standing in front of my school now. I touched my cheeks and they weren't wet anymore.

I walked into the school with hesitant steps. As soon as i entered the school, everyone started to stare at me. People gave me dirty looks as i walked down the hall. Some people whispered. Some started laughing at me while calling me slurs. Some people looked at me with pity but didn't say anything. There were people who purposely shoved me when they walked by.

I eventually made it to my class and stood in front of the door, hesitating to open it. I opened it but there wasn't a classroom inside of it. It was just a black room, nothing in it.

I walked inside and shut the door. I let out a shaky breath and walked further into the room.

"Girl"

I'm not a girl.

"You were born a girl and will always be a girl, Chloe"

No. Shut up.

"You can Try and convince yourself all you want, but deep down you know it's the truth"

SHUT UP.

"You're just a girl who thinks she's a boy"

"SHUT UP" I yelled as i woke up. The whole class started to stare at me with confusion and also irritation. "Sapnap, What the hell was that?" The teacher said angrily.

I froze for a few seconds. "I-I'm so sorry.." i said but it barely came out as more than a whisper. I look to my left and saw my best friend, Dream, looking at me with only concern in his eyes. Tears welled up in my eyes and i failed to contain them. I was so embarrassed.

I got up and rushed out of the classroom. I just couldn't take it anymore. I went to the bathroom and went into a random stall and locked it. I sat on the toilet and started sobbing loudly. Thankfully no one else was there because they would have definitely been worried.

Not only was i embarrassed but i was also crying over the fact that i just had a dream that reminded me of memories that i really didn't want to remember.

I was sobbing so loudly that i didn't hear the bathroom door open.

Dream's pov

What the hell just happened?

Sapnap just left the classroom, crying. Was he okay? Why was he crying? Should i go after him? Well he was asleep a few minutes ago, did he have a bad dream?

"Dream? Can you go and check up on him?" The teacher, Mrs. Smith, said. "Of course" i said, already getting up. I walked out of the classroom and looked around. I started hearing faint sobbing. I walked in the direction the sobbing was coming from.

I eventually ended up in front of the men's bathroom. I walked inside and immediately knew that it was Sapnap who was sobbing.

I walked to the stall where Sapnap was and knocked on the door. It went quiet. "Sap? You there?" I said hesitantly. "Y-yeah.. hi.." Sapnap said nervously.

"Can you unlock the door so i can come in?" I said. There was quiet for a few moments before i had a little click from the door. The door opened and Sapnap stood there, looking down at the ground.

He looked up at me and i could immediately tell that he had been crying. His eyes were red and puffy and he had slight tear streaks on his face.

"Oh Sap..." i said, pulling him into a hug. He hugged me back and immediately started sobbing again, but not as loudly as before. He must be embarrassed by the fact that i was seeing him in such a vulnerable state.

"Let's go outside for a little bit, what do you say?" I said with a soft tone. He nodded a little bit and got off me. I walked with him outside and sat down in front of the school. Sapnap sat down beside me and looked up at the sky.

"If you don't mind, could you tell me what happened?" I said, looking over at him. "Oh- well.." Sapnap said quietly. "You don't have to tell me if you don't want to" i said, looking back up at the sky. "No it's fine.." He said and started explaining what happened, me giving him a few hugs whenever he seemed to need it.

"Hey, look at me, it's gonna be alright. Your mother is an asshole. You didn't deserve to be treated that way. Just remember, you are a boy and will always be a boy." I Said, looking at him with a smile on my face at the end. He smiled back at me and pulled me into a hug. I hugged him back of course.

"Thank you for always being here for me.." Sapnap said, his words being a little muffled. "It's no problem" i said smiling.

At the end of the day, it's nice to know that there is someone who has your back and you have theirs. At the end of the day, it's nice to think about that you have a person who you can talk to about anything. A person who you will never get tired off, a person who you can share so many memories with. A best friend.

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It's been a while, hasn't it? Hello again, i hope you're doing well :) and if not, i hope you get better soon. Tbh I'm actually pretty proud of this oneshot. And i hope you enjoyed it :)