(Skephalo) trans!BBH (ftm) - i'm in love

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This request is just yes. Thank you for your request! I hope you enjoy this oneshot:D

Warnings: swearing, talk about gender dysphoria and transphobia. If i missed any please let me know:)

Bbh's pov

Oh god, I'm actually considering it. I'm considering telling my best friend, the person i fell in love with, that i was trans. I had been keeping it as a secret for so long. I can't believe I've hidden such a big secret for so long from someone i love.

I mean, how could i not love him? His eyes are so pretty, i love his voice, he's overall just the best! What did i ever do to deserve to be friends with him? (SIMPPPP- though i shouldn't be speaking, i think about my boyfriend like this too. So I'm technically the only simp here-)

Oh. Right. Friends. I forgot that's all we are. Just friends. Though i wish we were something more. Sadly, not all things can come true.

I was currently hovering my finger over the send button. I had written a message that asked if me and him could call and talk about something important. I finally clicked send and immediately shut my eyes tightly. After a few seconds, i opened my eyes and saw i had gotten a reply.

Badboyhalo
Can you call anytime soon? I have something important to tell you.

Skeppy
I can actually call rn.

Badboyhalo
That's great! I will call you now.

I called Skeppy and he almost immediately picked up. I was completely silent. I was so nervous. "Hey bad! What did you want to tell me?" Skeppy said. He sounded nervous? I wanted to tell him so bad but the words were stuck in my throat. It's just three words, why are they so hard to say?

"Um.." i whispered. I didn't know how to phrase it. "Well?" Skeppy asked. "I a-am trans.." i said quietly but unfortunately Skeppy heard me. "Wait really? That's so cool! So do you use she/her pronouns now? Or are you female to male? What's it like being trans? Did most people when you told Them react positively? Because if they didn't, i will kick their ass-" Skeppy asked before i cut him off. "Calm down, Skeppy. You're asking to many questions at once" i said.

"I'm so sorry- i got overexcited" Skeppy apologised. "It's fine. Now to answer your questions. I am female to male, so i still use he/him pronouns. And being trans? It's not as fun as you would think, if I'm being honest. So many people are transphobic and the gender dysphoria just gets to much sometimes and it just sucks" i said honestly.

There was silent for a few seconds. "I'm so sorry that transphobic people are such jerks. Transphobic people just don't deserve to walk on the earth. I hope you know that i will still love you no matter what you are, because i maybe am in love with you?.." Skeppy said the last part quietly but i still heard it. I immediately started smiling.

"I'm in love with you too" i said while smiling widely. "Wait really?" Skeppy said surprised. "Yeah of course! How could i not be?" I said with a small laugh. "I'm so happy oh god-" Skeppy said and laughed. "So how about we just sit and talk now?" I suggested. "That would be nice." Skeppy said, i could hear that he was smiling.

And then we talked for probably way too many hours for it to be healthy.

hello! It's been a while, hasn't it? I'm sorry I've been gone. I've just been kinda sad lately. But don't worry! I'm feeling slightly better now! And i hope you feel well too:) i hope you enjoyed this oneshot!

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