Expired

Chapter 1

I was supposed to die yesterday.

That was the only thing racing through my mind. Lily you were supposed to die yesterday. my thoughts were interrupted by my brother Noah.

"Lilllllyyyyyyy mom wants us downstairs for breakfast...now"

"I'll be down in a minute, okay" I yelled back. My mind was still racing. I couldn't understand why this was happening to me. I somehow pulled myself out of my bed and went downstairs for some breakfast.

"There she is, for a while a was starting to think you were dead up there." my dad said teasing me. Dead. That's all i heard. Dead. thats what i should be, but of course none of them would know that. Because they dont know i was supposed to die yesterday. the only people that know when you are supposed to die are you and your husband/wife. if you live long enough to have one.

"Lily Marie ," my mom breaks through my thoughts, "are you going to eat your breakfast or are you going to just sit there and stare into space."

My mom and I weren't always on the best of terms. My dad was the only person who I could relate to when it came to many things. My dad was pretty much my best friend.

After breakfast I went upstairs and got showered and dressed for school. Oh how I hate that fùcking place.

I ran down to the bus stop where my best friends Luke, Micheal, and Calum were waiting for me. As you can tell I don't have many "girlfriends".

"Hayyyy Lily." Luke said as he gave me a huge hug. Just between you and me I've had a huge crush on Luke since grade school.

"Sooooo are you guys rehearsing today?"

I asked. They are all in a band together and they are pretty amazing.

"Yeah do you wanna come over?" Luke asked shyly. For some reason he had been super awkward around me lately.

"Yeah Luke could really use some company..." Michael said in a teasing tone.

"God Michael shut up!" Luke said under his breath. Before I could respond the bus showed up. I am sooooo not ready for another day in hell.