Metanoia - journey of changing one's mind, heart, self or way of life
(TW) this story does contain swearing, suicide, divorce, self-harm, abuse, and alcohol abuse
Y/n move's to the Uk after her parents got divorced, she's now living with her mom.
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"Girls, I think it's about time we get ready it's almost 5," I said, getting the girl's attention. They all agreed, so we made a cycle; 2 people will do their makeup while the others did their hair, and then we'd switch.
I was finishing up my makeup when I heard the girls squeal. "What are you guys freaking out about," I said, poking my head out of the bathroom. That's when I saw it, the purple sparkly fabric in all it's glory.
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I finished putting on the dress, it fit perfectly around my body. It felt like I was playing the main character in a movie. "Come on Y/n, the boys are waiting downstairs," said Ainsey. "I'll be down in a second," I replied back.
I took a look at myself in the minor. I couldn't believe it I was going to prom with Tubbo. The amount of things that happened throughout this year; I never would've excepted it. Somedays, I wonder what would have happened if I didn't runaway.
I guess taking a chance on something new could change your life for the greater good. "Y/N COME ON," Nikki shouted, snapping me out of my thoughts.
I begin to walk down the stairs seeing Tubbo at the end of them. I finally made it down and saw all my friends dressed up. "Wow... Y/n you look... amazing," Tubbo said. "Well thank you, you don't look bad yourself," I said.
(Time Skip, Performance Time)
"You got this," I mumbled to myself over and over. "Hey, you got this, no need to worry," Tubbo said, grabbing my hands. I took a deep breath before speaking, "You're right, we got this," I said excitedly. With that, we all walked on stage.
We got to our spots, then Wilbur began to count us in, 1...2...3. With that, Wilbur began to sing and the crowned started to cheer and dance around.
"I don't wanna die or fade away I just wanna be someone I just wanna be someone Dive and disappear without a trace I just wanna be someone," He sang. I then grabbed the microphone and began to join in.
"Well, doesn't everyone? And if you feel the great dividing I wanna be the one you're guiding 'Cause I believe that you could lead the way I just wanna be somebody to someone, oh I wanna be somebody to someone." Soon, all my nervousness went away.
"Oh I never had nobody and no road home I wanna be somebody to someone And if the sun starts setting, the sky goes cold Then if the clouds get heavy and start to fall I really need somebody to call my own."
"I wanna be somebody to someone Someone to you Someone to you Someone to you Someone to you (someone to you)." Wilbur then went off with Nikki and began to jam out with her while I sang.
"I don't even need to change the world (change, change the world) I'll make the moon shine just for your view I'll make the starlight circle the room (circle the room)." I looked out into the crowd only to be blinded by lights shining on the stage.
"And if you feel like night is falling I wanna be the one you're calling 'Cause I believe that you could lead the way I just wanna be somebody to someone, oh (somebody) I wanna be somebody to someone, oh I never had nobody and no road home (I don't have)."
"I wanna be somebody to someone (somebody) And if the sun starts setting, the sky goes cold Then if the clouds get heavy and start to fall I really need somebody to call my own I wanna be somebody to someone Someone to you Someone to you Someone to you Someone to you," I then took a breath and started to sing the last of it.
"The kingdom come, the rise, the fall The setting sun above it all I just wanna be somebody to you I just wanna be somebody to someone." I look to see if Wilbur was singing, but he wasn't, so what was the other voice. I then realized it was Tubbo singing. "Why is he singing?" I thought but still continued on my part.
"Oh I wanna be somebody to someone, oh I never had nobody and no road home I wanna be somebody to someone, oh I wanna be somebody to someone. And if the sun starts setting." Tubbo then stopped playing the piano and joined me over at my spot.
"The sky goes cold Then if the clouds get heavy and start to fall I really need somebody to call my own I wanna be somebody to someone Someone to you Someone to you Someone to you Someone to you," Tubbo then stopped and stood in front of me. I could feel the pink going up into my face, but I didn't let it affect me and finished the song.
"Someone to you," I looked to the audience only to have a hand pull my head around by the chin. I looked into the chocolate brown of Tubbo's eyes; It felt like it was only me and him in the room.
I see his eyes flicker from my lips back to my eyes. "May I kiss you?" he asked quietly so only him and I could hear. I nodded my head yes, then started to lean in, closing the gap. It felt amazing, like a shot of espresso running through my veins.
Pulling away from the kiss, I hear people cheering, clapping, and saying our names. We then took our bows and walked off. ————————————————————————— THE END
(I hope you enjoy this book, see ya in the next one)
