After the whole thing with Drake we went back to my house. We weren't even gonna bother to make it to the 3rd day. Drake and I were already trending on every drama sight imaginable, which was fine with me because I could care less. I even canceled my tattoo appointment due to how tired I was. I had my mother still in the hospital, the whole PR thing with Billie and my manager on my ass about everything. Once me and Billie got to my house the first thing I did was go straight to the bathroom and get in the shower.
"We should go on live" Billie yelled from my room.
"For what"
"To clear things up" I could hear her voice start to get closer and a couple seconds later she was in the shower with me. I loved her body, I loved the way everything looked and how her skin felt.
"Stare any harder and you might die" She pushed me lightly.
"Why would I need go clear anything up"
"Because your a good person" What the fuck was she talking about. I do not need go on live and address anything I didn't start.
"You can, but I won't. I did what I did and said what I said" Moving her over a little I went under the water and started rinsing my body off. With my eyes closed I could feel her hands rub down my stomach and across my ribs.
"What's this?" She said. Rubbing my eyes I looked down to see her rubbing a big scar I had on the side of my rib.
"It's a scar"
"From what dumbass" She said still looking down at it. I didn't really want to tell her what happened because she's a really cautious person and she seriously never forgets things. "Y/N don't hide anything"
"When my mom stabbed me. They're scars from the staples" Rubbing my eyes one last time I got out the shower, grabbing my towel and walking to my room. I heard footsteps following behind me.
"Y/N can you fucking stop" She kind of yelled from behind me. Putting my sports bra and boxers on I turned around to face her. She was in her towel, hair wet with a concerned but angry face. "You don't understand how frustrating it is when you do that to me!" Taking a deep breath she looked around and moved her hair before looking back at me. "I understand you had a hard day, and I know it's a lot for you to take in but you should trust me. I'm here for a reason baby" She put her hands on my shoulders and looked me in my eyes but I was stuck. I couldn't speak, which was kind of normal to me because I've always had a hard time communicating. So instead I took her into my arms and stuffed my face into her neck.
"What happened to your stomach"
"It's from when my mom stabbed me when she found out me and Sabrina were leaving. Well mostly me, she was upset I was leaving and thought Sabrina was trying to basically steal me from her. So to stop me from going she stabbed me, and that's the day Sabrina beat her ass and we left anyway"
"Why don't you ever share these things with me? I always feel I'm sharing more than you"
"Well they aren't normal things to just talk about. I have a hard time communicating"
Looking into my eyes she smiled and kissed me before getting back into the shower. And When she did I let out a deep breath. Trying my best to just shake everything off I went downstairs and looked in my cabinets for food. All I had were things I'd actually have to cook and some cereal.
-ring-
My phone when off as I was making myself a bowl but I really didn't feel like dealing with anything so I ignored it.
Until it rang to more times. It was all the same number but three calls? Really.
Taking my bowl and my phone I sat down on my sofa and took a big spoon on Frosted Flakes in my mouth before calling back.
"Hello?" I said muffled.
"Hello is this Miss Y/L/N?"
"Did you speak t my manager first?"
"Yes, I spoke to miss robbie"
"Then yes I'm Y/L/N"
"Hi Y/N my name is Jasmine from Los Angeles Medical Examiners office, are you in a safe setting?"
"I mean I'm home-what is this about?" My heart dropped to my ass and I stop chewing. I had my phone on speaker the whole time so once Billie heard "medical examiners office" she rushed downstairs.
"And your alone?"
"Yes I'm fucking alone what is going on?!" I started raising my voice out of anger. Billie grabbed my face and looked me in my eyes.
"Relax okay" She said.
"Unfortunately I'm calling to tell you that your mother has passed. Her heart failed, she had a heart attack causing too many of her arteries to clog. We couldn't bring her back" I didn't know what to say. I tried my best to speak but no words were coming out. She was officially gone. And yes I was hurt, even though she was the worst thing to happen to me she was still my mother. She was the last person I had.
"Hello?" The lady said. Still not being able to speak I looked at Billie with watery eyes. I stuffed my face into her chest and let out a cry. She grabbed the phone from my hand and squeezed me.
"Hi I'm sorry this is Billie O'Connell. I'm Y/Ns significant other, it's a hard time right now as you can understand. I'd like to take over the body with consent from Y/N and our managers" She spoke as I cried. I couldn't stop, it's as if somebody left the faucet on in my body.
"Do you live with Y/N?"
"Yes I do"
"Okay so being that Y/N is Crystals oldest and only child she will have full responsibility for the body. We will hold the body for no more than a week. Once you've figured out what to do with the individual you can come in and we will release the body to a desired funeral home where they should be partnered with a morgue. Everything will be in Miss Y/L/Ns name and yours also Miss O'Connell. I'm sorry for your loss, thank you for your time" And with that the call was over.
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