Fatherless Child Activities

Pg.5

Billies POV

"Are you cheating on me" It's been two days. Somehow me and Y/N didn't see paparazzi when we were alone and our photos together were public. Now Q was over my house clocking my ass.

"No"

"That's all you fucking have t0 say? Because the pictures seem like it"

"WE ARE FRIENDS Q. I DONT KNOW WHAT ELSE YOU WANT ME TO TELL YOU BESIDES THE TRUTH" I spazzed on him. "I don't know what you want from this but it won't be much because there isn't much to say or know other than what I'm telling you okay. I'm not cheating, I'm not one to cheat. It was innocent hanging out. Nothing happened"

"But why were you with her" Clocking me again.

"We were working on something in the studio and then decided to chill afterwords. What I can't have friends now? Because you with your homies all day long and they have multiple girls over all the time. Trust me like I trust you Q" I rolled my eyes and turned around.

"But that's different"

"Your dumb if you think its any different. If anything your case is worse! You'd rather be around your friends and a million other girls that come and actually hang out with me. Don't you think that's fucked!?"

"I want to spend time with you but- but nothing Sev. We don't want the same things, we don't live the same lives and we aren't even slightly relatable. I don't think this will work" I spoke looking down at my phone. I was scared to face him because I did love him. But I can't deal with this anymore.

"Fine then, I'm out" He walked out of my room. I heard him say bye to my parents before leaving the whole house completely.

-Y/Ns POV-

"You took two?" Sabrina was freaking out that I took two extra strength Tylenol's because I've been having massive headaches. My head has been pounding out of my skull and I've been kinda depressed lately.

"Yeah?" I said sitting beside her.

"That's too much! Did you know Tylenol is the most deadly over the counter drug like in America?!" She kept ranting.

"No but apparently you do"

"This isn't a joke Y/N!"

"I never said it was funny" I shrugged looking out the window. "I should really be at the studio right now"

"Ou with Billie" Sabrina teased me by gripping my thigh and fake moaning.

"It's not even like that"

"Your dreams say otherwise" With a wink she got up and walked to the kitchen.

"I don't want to talk about this right now" I looked out the window again. I felt like I didn't even have enough energy to respond to her.

"Seriously Y/N what's been going on with you the past two days?? You've been like down and really non energetic. Like really far from...you" Sabrina stood closely in front of me while touching my hair.

"I don't feel like explaining. I'm just gonna lay down"  It was honestly a struggle to get off the sofa. My body felt weak and my brain felt like jello. I couldn't process things fast enough to explain, answer or even just talk in general. Once I got in front of my room I took my shirt off as I walked in. I threw myself on the bed and just laid there. Eyes open with an empty mind.

I know your probably like, why the fuck this bitch sad. Well my answer is.....why aren't I? My father killer himself in front of me. My mother was abusive, I've been in and out of foster homes since I was 6 all the way until I was 17. I was homeless at points. Tragic yeah whatever. But I have to thank Sabrina for it all. She befriended me and let me stay with her. She helped me commit my dream. Everything I have is because of her. So your probably still asking why I'm sad. Well I have no family. Yes Sabrina and her family but I mean none of my own. I walk past people and meet people everyday that are happy talking to their family and having dinner with their mothers. I wouldn't say I get jealous, but I don't think envy them.