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Y/n pov
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It was 2 months ago. I tried my first drug and kind of wiped Wanda and Natasha's minds from a device.
I kept on taking my new drugs, which were some drugs that changed my mood from depressed to happy. Extremely happy.
I acted like nothing around other people, especially Wanda and Natasha, I would be dead if they found out.
I walked into Natasha's room and jumped on top of Natasha, wanting cuddles from her.
She was, by some reason, playing video games when I jumped on top of her.
She pushed me off and kept playing, I let out a sad whimper as I sat next to her.
"Please, Tasha, I just want cuddles." I made puppy eyes, but she ignored me ice cold.
"Should thought about that before you started doing drugs," she said as my begging smile dropped and my face turned pale, "What?!" I said with it, nearly disappearing in my throat.
"I said you should have thought about that before you started doing drugs." I saw a tear jerk it's way down her cheek.
"How did you find out?" I said shocked she laid her console down next to her and turned around.
"I'm a spy, I know stuff, and Y/n, I just want the best for you." Natasha landed my eyes, which was locked on her, not even able to blink.
She gave me a hug trying to get my pale face away, but I was so shocked I forgot how to hug.
I wanted to say something, but the words were like glued in my throat. They were stuck and did want to come out.
A tear fell down my cheek as my face was still pale and straight, straight.
Natasha went to wipe the tears off my face, but moved my face and stood up to walk away, I turned around right before.
"I'm sorry I can't talk about it now," I said, storming out of her room and broke down in my bed.
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I was crying as Natasha walked inside my room with a bag of white pills, which looked like my remaining drugs.
She stood in the doorframe.
"Found these in your room last night while searching for something." I let out a sigh as I rolled my eyes, I wiped the tears off my face and began reading ignoring Natasha completely.
Soon after I felt Natasha take down the book from my eyesight, only to kiss me right on my mouth, I kissed her back, wrapping my arms around her neck.
"I love you, Y/n, and I just want the best for you, cause I need you to be happy," she said, kissing my cheeks. She laid on top of me.
"I know, I should have talked with you instead of starting this whole drug addiction thing," I answered as a tear fell down my cheek.
"You're crying again, baby," she said, wiping the tear of my cheek right after she kissed me on the cheek.
"We should talk, darling," she said, laying on me kissing my neck.
"I don't really want to Na-" I started.
"No is not an option, look Y/n cam you please talk to me" Natasha cut me off, she sat up and made me turn around so she could braid my H/c hair.
"Y/n, please tell me what happened," she said as she started braiding my hair.
"Well.... uhm I kept getting these nightmares about the red room it got to me especially when the adult you got involved in them" I admitted, she finished off the braid and gave me a kiss on the cheek.
"Y/n next time you get one of those nightmares wake me up, you shouldn't deal with it alone," she said, laying her head on my shoulder.
"This is probably not the best time, but could I get those back?" I said, pointing to the bag with drugs in she gave me the "are you serious" look.
"No!" She answered. I gave her a simple nod.
"No! Alright, fair point, I actually wanted them to throw in the ocean when I get out of this whole drug addict thing, " I said as I let out a sigh.
"We'll do that together, but that includes a few things you need to do for me, for everyone," Natasha said as I turned around, I hugged her and cried into her shoulder.
"Do you promise to do it together, Tasha?" I said, crying out my eyes onto her shoulder.
"Yes, yes, Y/n together, we will do this together, you won't do anything alone," Natasha said, rubbing my back.
A/n: Yeah, we are going to get sober with Natasha 👍
We may, may not get a throwback who knows 🤷🏼♀️ hope you like it.
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