SORRY... My Heart Only Belongs to That Silvestre (SMHOBTTS)

SMHOBTTS

|• Sypnosis •|

It's been what? It's been 3 years since he left me and had a conversation with me. We are no longer talking to each other.  His account is still there but deactivated.

I'm still waiting for him and holding onto his words.

I thanked him for not blocking me or deleted our conversation. So that, I can back read everyday just to see how happy I am, whenever he's there having a conversation with me. 

So much happy.

During those years, I couldn't help myself to think and hope that...one day, Dan Xebec Silvestre would open up his wide arms to hug me like I ask every time 11:11 comes out.

Tho, I rarely do that anymore. It's because of the paperworks that need to be handed in before the headline. That causes me to always fail and sleep early so I can no longer reach it.

Here I am, gently wiping my face with a clean clothe towel while facing the mirror. My face might changed a little bit but not my heart that kept shouting his name.

I started to reminisce what happened in my senior high days. I'm a graduating and soon to be college.

Acting like an adult are we Cass?

Back then, there are so many handsome men who repeatedly ask me to go out with them but I always refuse and turned them down and answered,

"Sorry, My heart... only belongs to that Silvestre."

I just can’t really get him out of my system.

In fact, that Silvestre drowned me so here I am. After 3 long years, nothing has changed. He is still the same person who captured my heart. Oh, I hope that, that day will come sooner.

That day that he'll appears like as he promised. I don't really know if that's a promise but those words. Those words really affect me big time.

I badly wanted to know if we can still make up for the past 3 years we have wasted. It's not really that the past years were wasted but if we chased our dreams together then maybe... maybe he's here next to me now.

Imagining the picture of us together makes me wants to see him more.

In the past, I let him pursue his dreams without me, and he did the same to me. We decided to part our ways to reach our life goals and be successful in the future.

I wonder, what happened to him? Is he close to the finish line? Is he close to reaching his dream? Does he still remember me?

I suddenly remembered what he said back then when I send some of my pictures. I hope, he won't forget me. Oh, please, don't.

The day after tomorrow after my sideline being an extra-model. I accidentally bumped into someone and heard a familiar voice. That voice, I really wanted to hear for so long. His voice.

But, I didn't see him again.

Actually, I really don't know his face at all. That guy hid his face when we were in the 'talking stage' ya know. So basically, I don't know what he looks like. I only know his voice but not his face.

Tss, so unfair.

It's unfair that he already saw my face but me seeing his face? Nevermind.

I think we are heading to the finish line — our dreams. Maybe we can start all over again when we see each other like he said?

I hope we can. I really wanted to know him more – more of him.

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>>> This story is dedicated to someone very special to me.  <<<

PS: He's a real Silvestre y'all.