Ezria + Simone

Thoughts

So this will be a shorter chapter because I really wanted to just give a little insight into Aria's decision making process!

Also I won't be updating on Wednesday because I will be on a class trip! So I just wanted to apologize for that and let you all know!

Thanks for reading!
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I leave my car parked around the corner from Ezra's. It will give me an excuse to come back and be sure of my decision. I just want to walk and think right now.

I can't stand all the pressure. I have to be a mom. I have to be with my mom. I need to be with her right now. I want o be with Ezra.

So many choices and decisions that 16 year old girls should never have to make. No one actually. No one should have to choose family or love. It's to hard to leave one of them behind.

I pull a tissue out of my bag and wipe away the small, gentle tears that fall from my eyes and down my face.

I need my mom. She's been through this. She gives me food and a home and motherly love. Although making me chooses between her and my love is not all that motherly or loving.

I pull out my phone and see that I have 3 missed calls from my mom and 22 from Ezra. I've only been gone for about 7 minutes.

I guess it shows he cares more? I don't know. I know he cares about me and loves me. I don't want to live a day without him. It would be pure hell to not see him everyday and watch old movies together and snuggle up on his couch and sneak around between classes. But I don't want him to got to jail. I can't ruin his life like that and if I don't break it off, my mother or Simone would call the police.

That's what I know for sure.
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