"can you tell them im a boy this time"

Day 2

June 11 2022

I think i like Neio... He's just so pretty i can't get their stupid, handsome, smile out of my head.

"Hey we are going to breakfast, wanna come?" Neio asked tapping on my bed
"Oh what? uhm yeah sure ill come" I said nervously
"alright then come on!" Neio said grabbing my arm
"Ahh! alright hold on i need to get changed jeez Neio" I said
"Sorry i just got a little excited" Neio apologized "It's fine lemme just grab some clothes and my binder and get changed" I said grabbing clothes from my suitcase and going into the bathroom "Come on finn hurry upppp" Neio cooed from outside
"One second Neio be patient" I said
"Fine" Neio huffed waiting outside the door i nudged Neio with the door
"Neio?" I said quietly
"hm what? Oh hi finn" Neio said
"Come on Neio let's go eat bre- and it's lunch time" I said
"oh okay let's go" Neio said GRABBING MY HAND... sorry uhm-
"Hey neio what are your pronouns?" I asked
"Oh uhm They/He, you?" Neio said getting fork full of macaroni
"He/Him" i smiled i love how this camp has changed so much
"nice i like it, what's your sexuality?" Neio asked, i was a little shocked
"Uhm Bisexual, you?" I asked,
"Omni with a male preference" Neio smiled, Jeez I had to smile back, their smile is so contagious... "hey uh Finn?" Neio said pulling me back from my spacing out
"hm? huh what?" I said confused out of my mind "Oh nothing you just started staring at me and i don't know sorry-" Neio said looking away
"Oh im sorry Neio i just spaced out sorry" I said "oh then what were you thinking about?" Neio asked
"well uhm uh just my friends at home...yeah them! i miss them" I said nervously,
"oh yeah anyway im going back to the cabin" Neio said soberly, 'wait neio i lied i was actually thinking of you haha' i thought i want to tell them but i don't know how

After we ate dinner and went to the cabin Elliot was waiting for us,
"Hi kiddos just in time your other bunk mates are here" Elliot cheered showing two kids
"Im Maria, i use She/Her and im trans" Maria smiled
"Uhm im leo i use any pronouns, and im genderfluid" Leo said
"oh hi im Neio i use They/He and im demi-boy" Neio smiled
"Hey uh im finn, I use he/him and im trans too" i said smiling
"Okay so Leo and Maria your bunks are over here you can choose who's on top bunk and who's on bottom bunk" Elliot smiled. As leo and maria took their bunks (Leo took top bunk and Maria took bottom bunk) I wanted to talk with Neio about how i was spacing out
"Hey neio" I whispered so the others couldn't hear
"hm?" Neio hummed
"can you come up here for a second?" i whispered
"uh sure" Neio said climbing up the ladder to my bed
"what do you need?" Neio asked
"well i wanted to apologize about earlier when i was spacing out i didn't mean to stare right at you im really sorry" I said somberly
"It's fine i know you were just lost in thought of your friends and you just happened to stare at me, it's okay Finn" Neio said
"now you look like you need a hug- if you're uh- okay with that of course" Neio continued, i didn't even say anything i just pulled them into a hug im glad i did it though- well kinda
"Finn?" Elliot gasped, i looked at Elliot and waved slightly
"What are you doing" Elliot asked quietly "hugging neio?" I replied confused
"Why?" Elliot whispered back
"Because they offered" I replied
"oh- okay" Elliot left quietly "sweet dreams dudes" They said before closing the door
"Well i should get to my bed" Neio said pulling away from the hug
"yeah i guess" I replied
"Night leo, night maria, Night finn" Neio smiled going into his bed
"Night everyone" Leo said
"Night guys" Maria said
"Good night everyone" I said.

I got to hug them today- THEY GAVE ME A HUG. Ahh im so happy, i really hope they like me and i hope i can tell him the truth about what i was thinking about when i spaced off, Anyway night journal i have a lot to think about so night

751 word count
A/N another shortest chapter but as we get more in the book ill write more :D anyway have a nice day, night, evening<33