Enemies| Hyunjin X Reader

Chapter 12| Changes

•Y/N's pov•

(A/N: in this chapter y/n and Chan will be speaking in English because Chan is an Aussie and y/n is very fluent in English)

How many days has it been since Hyunjin left? Better question...why do I feel so incomplete? I made out the hospital with Han's help of course. Han has been such an amazing help since Hyunjin left. So has all the members but Han has been there for me more. I've been feeling unmotivated lately. Not feeling like dancing, singing, writing, or even helping Chan produce. Speaking of...Chan wanted me to come to the producing room for moral support. I agreed. I haven't been outside my room in a while, so getting some fresh air wouldn't be that bad.

I got out of bed and got ready to head to the studio. I decided to go in my pjs and let my hair do it's own thing and walked to the studio. Once I arrived I saw Chan messing around with some beats from his computer. I closed the door behind me and Chan looked in my direction. He gave a warm smile and motioned for me to sit on the couch. I obliged and sat down.

"How have you been, Y/N?" Chan asked, turning towards my direction.

"Um...I've seen better days honestly." I spoke truthfully.

Chan nodded and went back to doing what he was doing. Pressing random buttons on his computer until it sounded right. I just sat there and listened. Giving Chan a hand once in a while. It helped me get my mind off of...things for a short while.

A few minutes passed and Chan and I were just goofing around. He'd had forgotten all about his work and put his focus into trying to hit me with a pillow. It was all fun and games, of course. It reminded me of when we were young. Chan would always throw pillows at me randomly. I could be in the kitchen getting a snack and all of a sudden, SMACK! A pillow gets thrown at the back of my head.

"Ok, ok! Uncle! Now, could you please stop hitting me with the Skzoo pillows please?" I laughed, trying to block the flying pillows getting thrown at me.

"You're no fun!" Chan groaned, sticking his tongue out like a child.

I laughed at his antics and hugged my knees.

"I'm glad you came into the studio today. I've noticed that you haven't been yourself lately..."

"O-oh I'm just recovering from the coma..." I awkwardly laughed looking away from Chan.

I could feel his never ending gaze on me. It gave me chills.

"Maybe you're trying to get your head wrapped around everything." Chan shrugged, turning back to his computer.

I turned to look at him and tilted my head. "That's basically what I said!" I laughed punching Chan's shoulder playfully.

"No, Y/N. Think about it. After Hyunjin left you've been unmotivated. VERY unmotivated."

"What the hell are you talking about?"

"Do you know why Hyunjin was always hard on you?"

"He was bullying me he wasn't-"

"It's because he wanted you to do your best!"

I stopped and looked at Chan. He was kinda right...every time Hyunjin told me I wasn't good enough it always motivated me to do more. In his own way he was being my personal couch...I laughed a little and moved some of my hair out of my face.

"Y-yeah..I guess you're right..."

"You miss him."

"WH-WHAT?! Y-you're crazy! I don't miss him wh-whatsoever!"

"That's a lie. You stutter a lot when you lie. And you do this cute thing with your hands where you wave them in front of you frantically."

Oh yeah...he's my childhood best friend. Of course he would know something like that.

"So you do miss him. What amazing character development." Chan laughed turning towards me.

I groaned and threw his Spotify pillow at him. "Shut up! I just miss his presence nothing more, nothing less."

Chan glared at me for a second before shrugging and turning back to his computer. I looked over at the jiniret pillow and groaned. It was like he was staring into my soul. I looked over at Chan and put some of my hair behind my ear. "Since Hyunjin is on his hitias...he'd be at his apartment, right?"

Chan turned around and gave me a confused look before laughing and rolling his chair over to me. "If you want to go see him you could've just said so!" He laughed pinching my cheeks like I was a little kid. "But...the company isn't going to allow you to go see him if you ask."

I sighed and looked back over at the jiniret pillow. I heard Chan getting up out of his seat and walking over to the door. I looked over at him and saw him get his keys.

"So we're not going to ask." Chan laughed showing off his dimples.

My eyes lit up and I immediately got up out of my chair to hug him. "THANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOU!!!!"

Chan laughed and hugged me back. "Now come on! Let's go see a llama!"