Chapter 17| He knows

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•Y/N's pov•

I don't think I can show my face to any of the guys...EVER! Han hasn't been able to stop babbling to the guys about our 'relationship'. Chan is mad at me and I don't think I'm convincing enough to keep telling the guys how happy I am with Han. Even though we are not together. I could give them subtle hints that Han's being a selfish liar. But then again I'm not really subtle with my hints.

I waited silently for Han to get back with the Bandages. I didn't know what was taking him so long. "If he truly loved me as he says then he would've been here by now."

I heard the door open and turned my head over towards it. To my surprise it was Jeongin. He had this concerned look on his face. He walked over to me and sat down right next to me.

"Hey."

"Hi."

"How's your hand doing?"

"Oh, it hurts like hell. I'm trying my best not to look at it right now." I muttered, not wanting to look at him.

There was an awkward silence between the both of us. It was so weird. A few more seconds past and Jeongin took a deep breath.

"Y/N, I don't know what's going on. You don't have to tell me if you don't want to. But one thing I will say is to tell Chan-Hyung."

I looked at him with widened eyes. How did he-? I don't care how he knows something is off. All I care about right now is not crying. Someone noticed! Without me trying!? I could feel the tears building up in my eyes.

"Y/N?! Are you ok? I-I didn't mean to upset you-"

"No! No...you didn't upset me Jeongin...it's just." I started to trail off. If I told him what Han was doing then he could help me! Then again, Han would try to find some kind of way to make it seem like Jeongin was lying. "I'm sorry...I can't tell you."

Jeongin nodded. He gave me a small but sweet smile. "Just know that I'm always here for you Y/N...I got your back!"

That's when an idea came to my head. OF COURSE. I looked at Jeongin and smiled brightly. He had a very confused expression on his face. I gave him a tight squeeze before getting up off of my bed and running to my draws. I hurriedly grabbed a piece of paper and a pen and started to write.

"Um...Y/N? What are you doing?"

"You'll see! I just need you to be patient. Just stay right there."

I continued to write my letter for like another minute. When I got done, I folded it up and handed it to Jeongin. He looked at it more confused then looked at me.

"Y/N...? What are you-"

"I know you know something is going on. You're probably the only one that knows what's going on. Well not the whole story but still. I trust you. So I'm giving you this note to give to Chan. Don't read it." I looked at him with a pleasing look.

We starred at each other for a little bit before Jeongin nodded. "You have my word." He grabbed the piece of paper and left the room immediately.

A wave of relief washed over me as I saw him leave. I've haven't felt this relaxed in a while. I laid down on my bed and sighed happily. But OF COURSE something had to ruin it.

"Why did I see Jeongin leave your room? What are you hiding from me?" He asked so many questions at once I could barely keep up.

I sat up and saw Han standing in my doorway with the bandages in his hands. I tried to wrap my head around what he was saying, but my silence only made things worse. There was a quick flash of anger on his face. "If you don't answer me, Y/N, there's going to be a problem. What was Jeongin doing in your room?"

'Fuck, I'm scared' He's reminding me of my ex. I don't like this. Not at all. I know I have to talk to him but the words aren't coming out of my mouth. I just stood there staring at him like an idiot. Han rolled his eyes and closed the door behind him. He scoffed and stepped closer to me. Before he could get any closer I finally spoke up.

"H-he wanted to check up on me! I swear that was a-all...nothing happened."

"Oh really? Then why was he in such a hurry?"

""I knew you were going to get upset! S-so I yelled at him to leave..." My voice got more quiet as I spoke. I didn't dare to look up at him.

I could feel his gaze burning holes into my head. My hands were shaking and my body was trembling. I hate this so much. I want this feeling to go away. I never though I'd had to go through this again. Especially not with Han...How could he do this? After what I've told him too? He knows that this shit would fuck with me so why?

"You're so considerate, Jagiya! You're also so loyal!• The sweetness to Hans voice came back. He grabbed me by the shoulders which made me jump and look at him. "I'm sorry I lashed out like that. Here, I got you some bandages! Let me wrap up your hand."

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⏰ Last updated: May 19, 2023 ⏰

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