Enemies| Hyunjin X Reader

Chapter 19| A Way Out

(Sigh...Han being a dick again in this chapter. Please remember that I do NOT think he acts like this in real life. This is purely for entertainment purposes and this is going to be hard to read...just a warning.)

•Y/N's pov•
"Come on! We need to take more photos! I want to show them in the group chat!"

"No, I don't want to take any more pictures! What's the point of taking pictures when we live with the members?"

Me and Han were in my room sitting on my bed. I was sitting on his lap because...well, I'm his girlfriend...Just the word on my tongue made me sick. Right now, we were taking photos on Han's phone. Couple photos to be exact...We've been sitting in here for thirty minutes just taking stupid pictures. I let out an irritated sigh and shook my head.

"Why are we even doing this..? I have things I need to work on." I scoffed, trying to get off of his lap.

Then, Han's free arm wrapped around waist and held me still. His grip on me was painfully tight. I stayed still. I knew that if I moved he would get upset. Han leaned his head on my shoulder.

"We're doing this because you aren't acting like my girlfriend. You act like you hate me..."

Hate is an understatement, but I couldn't say that outloud. I needed to get out of this, but I didn't know how. I can start dating next year and I have a feeling Han is willing to wait that long to make our 'relationship' public. I shook my head and moved my head away from him.

"Please...just leave me alone for a while. Couples can have alone time, right?"

"Alone time? Why the hell would you want alone time? You want to have alone time? So you can do what? Try to hit on the other members? Don't think I forgot where you got that hickey from..." Han seethed, holding onto me tighter.

I let out a pained groan and started to squirm. I needed him to let me go. NOW! I can't take this anymore. I never thought I would hate this much physical touch...I bit my lip and let out a shaky breath.

"H-Han...please. Please, just let me go..."

"NO! You're going to stay here with me until I say so."

I'm stuck. Normally Chan would be here to get me out of these kinds of situations...He was there for me when I was with my ex...Now he's mad at me and I can't get out of this by myself...I want my best friend. Then there was a knock on the door. The door opened slowly and Minho peaked his head through the door.

"Hey Han, are you here-WOAH! Sorry for intruding!" Minho gasped when he saw me sitting on Han's lap. OH THANK GOODNESS FOR MINHO!

Han groaned and loosened his grip on me. "What do you want?"

"Um...Chan wants to speak to you in his studio. He said it'll only be a second."

"Don't close this door." Han scoffed and pulled me off of his lap. He turned to me and gave me a kiss on the cheek before following Minho out of my room.

I let out a relieved sigh and leaned back on my bed. Oh my gosh, alone time, freaking finally! I placed my hand on where he held me, trying to relieve the pain. My mind was racing...I haven't spoken to Chan since I got I.N to give him...that...letter...

OHMYGOSHNO!

I immediately shot up and started to scramble around my room. Why would he want to talk to Han?! He's going to say something to him about what I wrote to him! Why can't he just listen to me when I tell him not to do something?! What is wrong with him? He's going to get me into such deep trouble! I'm going to have to find another job, but being an idol is my dream! I don't want to-

"Hey,"

I stopped when I heard a voice coming from behind me. I tensed up. I know that voice...I turned around to give the voice I heard a face. No...it can't be.

"It's been a minute. I'm glad you're doing better..."

Hyunjin. I didn't know if I wanted to cry or yell at him. I just stood there in complete shock. It felt like my body was turning into stone...When I didn't move, he took a step forward and I took a step back. FUCK WHY DID I DO THAT?! When he saw me take a step back he frowned. He took a step back, respecting my space.

"Look, I just wanted to see you. I've missed you so much, Y/N...this has been so hard for me. The hiatus, I mean. I miss you and the members and I just want to come back..." Hyunjin spoke softly, running his fingers through his hair.

"Well, if you talk to Chan I'm sure he would let you come back with open arms..."

"I know, it's just Han."

I scoffed at just the mention of his name. I crossed my arms over my chest and looked away from him. After a second, I heard Hyunjin sigh.

"Listen, I know you and Han are together."

"Wh-What?! How did you find out-"

"Chan told me. I literally wouldn't have gotten near this place without Han having some sort of spidey sense."

I tensed up a bit more. Of course Chan told him. I didn't want Hyunjin to find out...I opened my mouth to speak but I immediately closed it again. I didn't know what to say.

"Y/N, what happened? Why are you dating him? Apparently you guys started dating after we...kissed. What's going on with you?"

"I...I think you know that answer. You wouldn't be here if Chan didn't show you my letter..."

"Y-Yeah, but that doesn't explain much. Why is he blackmailing you? How is he blackmailing you? I need to know so I can help you as much as I can. I made the mistake of leaving you and this is the situation you end up in. Please, just tell me what's going on..." Hyunjin's voice was soft and pleading. It was very...comforting. More comforting than what I've been feeling.

I took a deep breath and looked down at my feet. I bit my lip and tried to get my mind together..."After I got back from your place, Han saw the hickey you gave me. He got mad and called me a whore. I felt so vulnerable and then...we ended up sleeping together."

I hesitated on the last part, but there was no backing down from this. I looked up at Hyunjin to get his reaction and he seemed...fine. I thought he was going to get mad at me and blow up on me, but he didn't. That gave me the courage to keep going. "After that, he started to act so weird...he went around the dorms and told everyone we were together and if I didn't play my part right then he would go to JYP and tell him about everything! I would lose my job, Hyunjin. Anything I do wrong in his eyes he replies with violence! He smashed my hand against my mirror and then acted like he wasn't the one who hurt me...I've been trying to find a way out of this, but just hearing myself outloud...maybe I do deserve this. I hate it...I hate everything that's happening to me, but this is my fault. I shouldn't have said anything during that interview, I shouldn't have gone on that date, I shouldn't have kissed you, and I shouldn't have slept with Han. All of this is my fault...I really am a whore."

My voice cracked. I tried my hardest not to cry, but everything was flooding inside of me. It felt like it was going to overflow at any moment. I was so scared of what Hyunjin was going to say to me, but he just stayed silent. He seemed so calm. Almost like he was prepared for anything I was going to say.

"Y/N, I am upset that you slept with Han right after you kissed me, but I understand where you are coming from. You shouldn't have slept with him, but you were in a desperate situation. The things you did are in the past now. You can't stay still in the past and think about the what ifs. You need to think about the now. This isn't about me or how I feel about this. All that matters is how to get you out of this."  Hyunjin's words were so consoling.

My body relaxed. For the first time in a while...I felt hopeful. I knew that I had someone on my side and that meant everything to me. Tears started to flow down my face as I stared at him. My heart was patching itself up with his kind words. Then, my body started to move on its own. I walked closer to Hyunjin and wrapped my arms around him. I buried my head in his neck and started to sob. I felt his arms wrap around me, holding me tightly.

I could finally see a way out.