How to explain ?
This feeling that grips my guts, that squeezes my stomach and that blocks my lungs... Which imprisons my body in a tin cage.
What to say to that ?
What to say ?
"The world may be more beautiful without me, how do you expect me to know that?"
This sentence, whispered, turns again and again in my head. I stopped walking. He stares at his bare feet.
That fake smile...
It came back.
"Sorry, I'm not awake, I'm talking nonsense."
He continues to walk, one foot in the sand, another in salt water, as if he had said nothing.
Arms outstretched, chin up, he seems to be enjoying the wind caressing his face.
His angelic face.
Fallen angel.
A sad, torn angel.
A bad liar.
That's what he is.
He bears all the misery of the world on his frail shoulders.
I end up whispering to myself:
"You can tell me about it, you know?"
He turns to me, lowering his arms.
His eyes widen slightly, as if he just realized what he said to me.
His hair in the cool wind, he blows.
"I have nothing to tell you, I'm fine."
I approach him.
He looks up at me, we're only inches apart.
"You don't want to know. I don't want you to know, by the way.
_Tell me, Ace, I'm here to listen to you.
_It is complicated. You don't want to see that side of me.
_This side ?
_Yes... Well... My otherside."
I don't understand why he's telling me about this today.
"Show me that other side."
Those eyes...
"I can not."
they are like...
"I..."
Another world...
"Nope..."
A hidden ocean...
"You would take me for..."
Deep...
"A monster..."
A driving rain.
"I don't want you to hate me."
Never.
My lips finally let out words:
"I would never hate you"
Let me enter...
He keeps on :
"You say that now but..."
In your world.
"If you knew you..."
Let me...
"You don't want to see me anymore."
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Otherside (English Version)
FanfictionMarco discovers that his friend Ace is hiding something. Without knowing the nature of this secret, the Phoenix decides to investigate, at the risk of falling on the other side. And surprise seizes him when he discovers the hidden side of the card.