Our Bond.. Unnamed & Unknown (Completed)

Chapter 43

Sahana's POV

I went back to the hospital with new, refreshed and determined mind..

This time I will make sure that mine and Abhi's relationship goes back to that of friends and no more..

Me in his life is like thorns on the roses.. though the roses may seem beautiful the thorn pricks our finger and hurts us.. similarly if I end up in Abhi's life it will end up pricking and hurting him in the end which I don't want..

I stepped into the room to see him sleeping..

Aunty smiled seeing me while Ganesh and Unnati looked at me embarassed..

They have nothing to be embarassed about.. it was me.. I was being an idiot.. I got carried away with my emotions.. and started imagining something that wouldn't ever happen..

I just gave them a small smile and turned towards Aunty..

I needed to clear everything the mess that I created "Aunty"

She smiled "Sahana.. come sit down.. he kept talking and slept off"

I sat next to her "Umm.. Aunty.. what you saw.."

She placed her hand on mine which I was fidgeting nervously.. I looked up at her while she smiled "That is between the two of you.. no one else would interfere.. whatever it was.. it is between Abhi and you.. neither me or them would talk about it to anyone okay.. I don't what is the bond that you share.. It's yours.. solely between the two.. no no.. three of you.. until you both come tell us anything we will not ask you anything about it Sahana.. it's a promise from me.. there is no explanation or reasoning that you need to give me"

Why are they all so good to me..

Please don't be aunty..

I will end up falling in love with this family..

A family that can never be mine..

A family that is probably yours already.. my heart urged..

No.. definitely no..

They both are too good for me..

I cannot take this love from them.. when it's not meant for me..

"Aunty there is nothing like you think between us.. we are just friends.."

She smiled at me "Okay Sahana.. as I said you don't have to explain anything to me.."

I just nodded "I need to go.. Dev is waiting for me.."

She nodded "Okay Sahana.. you take care of Dev and yourself.. I'll take care of Abhi.. no worries"

I nodded and left from there after one glance at Abhi..

He was sleeping peacefully unaware of the storm in my mind and heart.. let him have his peace I'll not be an obstacle to his life..

I left from there.. I needed to go to the only one who can give me peace at the moment..

My Dev..

I had not been in peace even for a second also yesterday even when I was with him..

He is the only one that gives me solace in my messed up life..

That's why I named him Devansh..

A part of God.. who god himself sent to keep me from falling apart at the time my life had fallen apart..

How much I wish Abhi had not become that part of my life that gives me the peace and serenity that I need..

But he has become.. I have acknowledged the fact but how do I let go of this attachment..