Our Bond.. Unnamed & Unknown (Completed)

Chapter 51

Sahana's POV

I felt like I had finally got the peace I needed after the short sleep..

When I opened my eyes I met with His eyes.. the mesmerizing pair of jet black eyes..

Those eyes kept staring into mine like he could just capture my soul just with those eyes of his..

I didn't know what I was searching for in those eyes of his but there was a different kind of expression there in his eyes..

The usual crazy and funny Abhi's eyes would have a naughty glint but this one had an emotion which I couldn't read.. something very intense that it was making me feel giddy just with his look..

It was making my heart flutter with the way he kept looking at me..

I averted my gaze from his not being able to handle it..

I looked down to see my baby cuddled into me.. both mine and Abhi's arm holding him protectively and my other arm holding Abhi's arm..

Dev was sleeping peacefully between us like he is in his nest..

This is what a perfect family feels like.. after a long day all three of us sleeping in eachother's embrace.. little one tucked away safely between the parents.. this is how I dreamt a family would be❤️

But the reality is my dreams don't come true!!

I sat up at once remembering the reality of my life..

Don't dream Sahana!!

Your ambitions.. your dream profession and passion may get fulfilled but the dreams you had for your personal self never does!!

I turned away from him and got down from the bed..

He too got up from the bed and placed pillows on either side of Dev..

I rushed to the bathroom.. I could feel his eyes on me as I walked into the bathroom while he was securely tucking away Dev..

I looked at myself in the mirror.. there were tear stains on my cheeks.. the tears which Vishwesh had given me and Abhi had wiped off..

I splashed water on my face to clear off my thoughts of Abhi..

I don't want to loose him in any case.. I know he also wants the same but I still think the part of not loosing him works only if I stay away from him..

I lifted the sleeves of my arm to check the scratch marks which I had brought upon myself that day..

I went to my parents the day after the incident.. I needed them after that horrible incident.. I wanted to just curl up and sleep in Maa's lap..

But they.. the minute I told them about it they just brushed it off saying it's not like you have not been touched by him before..

They said he was my husband and I shouldn't make this a big deal.. they don't think it was wrong.. they didn't find it disturbing.. they didn't think it would cause me uneasiness.. they didn't think this would cause me trauma..

Most importantly, the didn't understand that I needed them.. they pushed me away again!! they didn't understand what I was feeling.. they just gave me the hate they have for me.. I didn't know what to do.. I was scared.. I was traumatized but I didn't have anyone to share my pain with..

I didn't inform Hriday about it because he had his exams going on and this would just break his focus..

Only Sherlyn knew.. that too only a little part of it because I kept going into a trance while I was with her to talk about the next proceeding..