How we met??

Chapter 16 :: Two in One

After i became sobber after having a panic attack.... i came out with Rohit Bhaiya and we both sat on the couch and he sat near me....

Tv dekhegi???(he asked)

Haa.. movies laga do...(i said and he began going through the movie channels and i saw movie SHIDDAT , my favourite movie)

Bhaiya , ye rehnedo ...(i said and bhaiya looked at me and nodded)

And soon Bhuvan came and sat on the other side near me but i shifted a bit towards bhaiya.... and Tushar bhaiya sat on one of the single couches....

Except Shrawani no one was able to tackle me while i had panic attack but today Bhuvan tackled me so nicely.... he even tried to start conversation with me but I didn't wanted to talk at all as i knew i would not be able to hold back myself.... when he held me by my waist so that I would not fall , his touch felt oddly good or protective but I instantly moved away and went near bhaiya and held his hand.....

I dont want to trust someone when I'm at my weakest, once i did and ended up getting more hurt .... ended up being more used.... but with Bhuvan it is different, it is different in a good way .... and my thoughts were interrupted when bhaiya's phone rang and he excused himself and went...and after a few seconds Tushar bhaiya's phone rang too and he too excused himself and went...

And Bhuvan came closer to me...and I gulped... but i shifted other side...

Shreya!!! I'm not going to hurt you .... (he said but i kept my eyes on tv only and he held my chin with his fingers and made me look at him but i kept my gaze down....

Shreya !!!look at me....(he ordered but i ignored him)

Shreya!!! Mene tujhe pehle bola tha I don't liked being ignored .....(his voice stern and I looked at him , as I remembered his warning and I didn't wanted him to take things to "next level" )

Shreya .... agar kuch hai jo tu kehna chahti haii toh... tu mujhe bol sakti haii.... I promise me tujhe judge nahi karunga.... and agar kissise dar rahi hai toh bhi I promise i will protect you and infact we all will protect you....(he said)

and hearing this a tear escaped my eyes and i bit my lower lip trying to control myself but tears didn't had any plan to stop so i looked in other direction and wiped my tears away and closed my eyes trying to hold back my tears and Bhuvan kept a hand on my shoulder...

Shreya... dont hold back... jitna in aansu ko chupayegi woh itne hi aayenge.... ek baar me sab ko nikalne de.... apni feelings baahar aane de .... mat daba or....(he said and tears which stopped started brimming again and Bhuvan turned me to face him)

You are safe here ... I promise.... koi bhi yaha tujhe judge nahi karega... koi bhi tujhe kuch nahi bolega.... koi bhi tujhe hurt nahi karega...:(he said and now a sob escaped my mouth and finally i gave up and started crying.....the cry which was going to come out only when these eyes saw Aarya or Shrawani they came out because of Bhuvan's words)

And he held me in his arms , he hugged me and i cried but I struggled in his hug try to break it but he held he tightly and i gave up.... and my hands were on his chest and his one hand was around my shoulder and other one was around my waist holding me in place ..... i felt protected, warm and safe ..... i am brave... when his hands loosened abit when he knew i was not going to escape , i took that opportunity and moved back...

You are not weak Shreyaa!!!(i whispered to myself and wiped my tears away)

No, you are not at all weak... you are the bravest girl i have met.... you are brave mentally as well as physically too...(he said and I looked at him and he cupped my face in his palm)