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Chapter 22 :: Hurt!!!

I slapped him .. shit!!! (And I opened my eyes)

And his eyes were wide open , he was really very angry...

And I looked at my hand which was still raised and then back to him... my eyes too wide open in horror...

I'm sorry..... please mujhe kuch mat karna...(i begged and looked below and my eyes went on his palms holding the corner of the counter and his knuckles turned wide as he was holding the corners really very tight...

Why did you slapped me??(he gritted through his teeth)

I'm sorry...(i was scared)

Look at me..(he gritted again and i dared to look at him , and I litterally regretted looking at them in the moment, they were filled with rage)

I'm really sorry Bhuvan.... mera haath par control hi nahi raha or mujhe nahi karni thi... toh pata nahi kab mera haath uth gaya...(i rumbled and looked back down)

You , could have just said a NO and I promise I would have just stopped where i was....(he said but his voice still filled with anger)

Just a 2 letter word ...(he repeated) would have stopped everything right there.... you just spoilt the mood... i was really happy as well as stress free todayy... but - Leave it....

I'm sorry...(i said again)

Stop saying that again and again Shreya.....(he scolded)

lets sleep...(he announced and stood straight up)

Maggi???

Mera man nahi haii...

Bhuvan I'm sorry... aapko bhuk lagi haii , khalona ...please...

Tumhaari thapad ne mera pet bhar diyaa...(he said moving his fingers through his hair )

And I hopped down from the counter and stood....

Im really very sorry....(i repeated)

Shreya!!! I said stop saying your sorries..(he shouted holding my arms and came face to face , and i flinched and my eyes filled with water and Bhuvan took a breath)

Tum jaake so jaao... kuch kaam ho toh me apne room me hi huu...(he said and i nodded and walked out of the kitchen)

And i went in the room and laid on the bed with blanket wrapped around me...

I spoilt everything..... Why was i not able to use that word... Just a 2 letter word is the most difficult for me to speak in these situations... just because of him... I hate ittttt..... Why cant i just move on from my pasttt.... i spoilt one the best days of my life...

And with these kind of thought i didn't realised when darkness consumed me...

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And i woke up with a bad dream but it was not the usual nightmares i had.... it was something I could handle myself... and i took deep breaths to steady myself and i stood on the ground and went in the bathroom to rinse my face and after doing and i came back in the room and checked my phone , it was 7:15 in the morning... and I remembered what I did last night and instantly regretted it... and Didn't want to go back to sleep ...

So instead i went and saw the door of Bhuvan's room was also open but I didn't dare to look in it and i walked in the kitchen and drank a glass of water and thought of making breakfast as my apology....

I opened different cabinets to find something for breakfast and at last I found a jar filled with Poha and I decided to make Poha and Chai instead of coffee because Poha and Chai goes hand in hand...

And I chopped few vegetables and made poha and at the end i emptied it in a glass bowl which I found in the shelves which had all the glass crockeries... and covered it with a plate... and side by side , i made tea and left it in the sauce pan only....

And after 1/2 an hour i was free with the breakfast and I didn't had anything as i lost my appetite..... and I decided to go home... and i found a bundle of stickynotes on the table and decided something....

Sticky note 1 :: Good Morning Mr. Bam... :)

Sticky note 2 :: Phata phat brush karlo , and i had prepared breakfast for you and it is waiting for you in the kitchen...

i sticked both of them on the door of his bedroom
As he would see them first when he wakes up
Because the door of the room was open..

Sticky note 3 :: Okay , toh mene aapke liye Poha or chai banai hai ... toh poha ko 30 seconds ke liye Oven me garam karlo or chai ka pehle ek boil lelo.. or phir apna breakfast dining table par karna plss...

I sticked this note on the plate covering poha
So Bhuvan would notice it...

Sticky note 4 :: Hope aapko breakfast acha laga ho.. and ab suno.... I'm really sorry for yesterday, or me aapka mood kharaab nahi karna chahti thi toh me pehle hi nikal gayii aapke ghar se...or sachi bolu toh I could not actually face you ...

Sticky note 5 :: Bhuvan woh 2 letter word , mere liye sabse difficult word hai bolne me .... it is just that mere mind ko us time NO bolne se jyaada easy or safe haath uthaana laga.... I an really very sorry...

Sticky note 6 :: Mene aapke bohot saare sticky note kharaab kardiye haii... hehehe *nervous laugh*
But thank you so much for Yesterday... it one of the best surprises i have ever received... and Bhaiya bhabhi ko meri taraf se Thank you bolna or bolna mene bohot enjoy kiyaa... or me kalke liye jitna sorry bolu utna kam haii.... i know...

Sticky note 7 :: Thank you.. <3

And i sticked them on the dining table and then i booked a cab and changed into the Aarya's dress and it was 8:05 by now... So, I decided to go down before Bhuvan would wake up... and while i was in the lift my phone rang and it was cab waale bhaiya who have already come and the lift dinged open and i went and sat in the cab....

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I reached outside our apartment and rang the bell... and a very happy Shrawani opened the door and her big smile immediately faded away when she saw it was me... but she faked a smile...

Arrey tu itni jaldi aa gayi???(she said)

Kyu late aana tha kya???(i said and pushed passed her and went inside and was greeted by 3 people sitting on the couch none other than a confused Aarya , Smiling Rohit bhaiya and grinning Tushar bhaiya....

Good Morning Shreya!!!(Both the men greeted and i connected the dots and I understood everything)

Good Morning...(i faked a smile , i hated that they both lied to me)

Wese bhatana tu itni jaldi kese aayi...(Shrawani said coming towards me)

Kyu Hitler abhi bhi pehra de raha hai kya???(i taunted her while giving her a glare and looked at bhaiyas with a smile indicating the girls I understood everything and took back my gaze from the males back to Shrawani and giving her a glare again)

Umm.. Shreya we can explain..(Aarya said understanding the tension between us)

Mera man nahi hai... aaplog enjoy karo me nahaane jaa rahi hu...phir wapas office bhi jana hai ( i said and walked towards my room)

Shreyaaa....(Aarya called again)

Enjoy...(i said turning back to her giving her a smile but i was badly hurt)

Pehle toh , i was already regretting slapping Bhuvan and now I'm hurt too.... and i locked my bedroom and decided to take a hot shower...

To be continued...

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