So if you where close to me in person ,You would know that I'm moving on June 12 , and my school ends on June 5 , and I'm moving to Madison Wisconsin and I love it there but at the same time I am crying on the inside . Because I've made the best friends I could ever make in my entire life this year ; like I think of them as my sisters it's like ...
like I just need them and I don't know how i will leave them but if you love someone let them go and I know they will but I still will trade all my tomorrows for just one yesterday with my besties.
So this chapter will be on friendship and how hard It is to Maintain, it something I am experiencing first hand,and it crumbling and falling down like its the end of the world . so let's get started :)
The human brain is wonderful ,amazing ,and terrifying in the worst ways . it keeps you alive creates dreams makes you able to love ,hate ,cherish ,and cry but sometimes it just is indescribable and I personally think that's amazing !
So attachment it can make you
possessive ,in love ,amazed , cry , feel jealous . but can also be amazing . Like imagine a world just full of hatred and there was no friendship/love in it would sink . But thankfully in our world we have we have friendship/love and attachment. Which brings me to think that without my friends I would be in a very dark place right now . But now I'm moving and I am truly scared about the future because i don't know anything about the future and if I will keep a connection with them or if I come back and they toss me to the ditch like pile of turds, but as a part of growing up is to remember to let go and when you let go it is very hard but in the end you feel like a thousand pounds of pressure has been lifted of you and it makes you wanna sing you will have regrets and what ifs but in the end you decide whether you wanna let go or hold on I will hold to to my friendship but also the choice is there's if they wanna keep me as a friend they can hold on to and we will pull each other up , or we can drop so if you are struggling with this type of situation we can help each other through this . Life is a complicated thing but hey without it we would be dead :p
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The Theory of random
РазноеJust random junk I think of in my daily life The goal is to make you think about the chapter the entire day and really read between the lines of life now enjoy my book and just give it a chance
