Confused Sabherwal

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n my room, I was wandering here and there. This room was perfect for me. I guess, the architect did knew that when Shaurya would groen up, he would be so stressed. That's why, there is too much space for me to roam here and there, thinking. I just had come from my father's room and just like Gayatri Chachi, he too had seen something in me, which even I was not able to see from a long time. I was feeling incomplete from some days, but I did not know the reason. It was clear now that, that weird feeling was trying to say to me that love was missing from my life. Perhaps, I became too mastered in suppressing my feelings, that even I don't feel that now a days. I know, it's a very bad idea and I think kind of stupid too, to have a second thought for your engagement ceremony, which was going to happen in a very few hours. I turned my wrist ventrally, to see the time. Oh no, it was also stopped, I think the battery had also discharged just like the excitement for my own special day.

I removed my wrist watch and put that down in the drawer of my dressing table. I did not feel to wear my watch right then, which was kind of strange, because I had a unique obsession towards the watches. I turned my eyes towards the wall clock. I had everything too fashionable in my room from mirror design (which was like half part of gleaming sun) to the imported carpet, I loved the tree shaped wall paper the most, which had occupied almost complete wall to my left side. Badi maa had not left a tiny thing to make me feel Royal. Well, after seeing time, I got to know that I had much time left to self talk before the ceremony. So, I locked the door first, because if someone watch that, it could become too embarrassing. Anyways, it was a private talk and I didn't want anyone to listen that even by mistake, because things could become awkward in tiniest of the second. Then, I started talking to myself, questioning and answering all along.

So, Shaurya ab bata, kya problem h tujhe?
Arey Gayatri chachi ne to yu hi bol diya hoga, tu aajkal kitna tension mein h na upcoming new semester ke admissions ko lekar. Abhi bas ab admissions khatm hi huye h.. Kitne naam short list karne the, kitna kuchh dekhna tha, ab HOD h to responsibility bhi to uthaani padti h na.
Isiliye bas thoda sa tired tha, aur Gayatri chachi ko misunderstanding ho gayi hogi. Haa, yahi hua hoga.

Then, I slapped myself. But, by mistake I had slapped a little hard. So, my face had become red.

Oh no, ye bhi mere saath hi hona tha.
Ab agar aisey mein engagement mein gaya to log hasenge ki sherwaani bhi bilkul gaal ke rang se matching li h, bilkul red.

Main bhi na, kya jaroorat thi khud ko itni tez thappad maarne ki?
Kisi ko pata thode hi hoga ki maine khud ko hi chaanta lagaya h, log pata nahi kya kya soch lenge.
Ab bas ye face jaldi se normal ho jaaye.

Par Shaurya, agar pitne waale kaam karega to tujhe shaabashi to milegi nahi.

Tu apne aap se kaisey jhooth bol sakta h?

Agar Gayatri chachi ko misunderstanding huyi bhi hoti to bhi, Dad ne jab tujhse poochha ki
" do you really love her? " tab tu yu bewakoofo ki tarah khada nahi rahta.

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