mommy , daddy,
can't you see,
how much your words are hurting me ?
I think of every word you said,
at nights when I can't seem to sleep in my bed
sister , brother ,
don't you hear,
I'm in my room, holding back every tear.
I don't want you to know I'm broken.
so I'll keep smiling and leaving all the pain unspoken.
friend , lover ,
don't you know ,
there are so many things I chose not to show.
I scream , i cry ,
I cut, I lie ,
but most of all I wanna die.
people , society ,
where is the girl I used to be?
you made me drive insane in my head.
congratulations to everyone of you,
I am d e a d .
