8-22 to 12-3

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8-22.
you've been gone a day or so-I think I'll be okay.

8-29
it's been an entire week now - I've only cried seven times.

10-15
you've been gone for 23 days, 9 hours, 13 minutes...my cousin introduced me to something he said would help ease the pain. you know I never really liked to smoke, but it's okay. i still think about you much too often, though.

10-27
you've been gone, what, two months? i haven't been keeping track. my cousin gave me something new, something great...babe, you'd love it.- it's a good thing needles have never bothered me. and oh, mixed with the old man's whiskey...things are finally looking up.

12-3
I NEED YOU. I NEED YOU. what have I done to myself? these uppers are simply downers in disguise. they have a stronger effect on me than you ever did... I don't like it one bit. i need you, you are my drug. please come back, rescue me, baby, please.

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