Dear Diary... (A Chris Evans story)

JEALOUSY

Dear Diary,

Some time has passed and Chris is still in LA. We often walk Dodger and Mika and go out. Since I'm his "assistant", I go places with him. He is filming a movie here with Ana de Armas. She is a gorgeous cuban girl who has worked with Chris before in a movie called "Knives out". We were both having drinks when he received a call saying he was going to film. He got so happy that we drank and celebrated.

So everyday, he goes to set, while I go and teach. Later at night we get home and talk about our day. We still sleep in the same bed and have sex. Sex with Chris is awesome.

We were in bed when his phone rang. It was his mother. She said that she was visiting tomorrow.

"I have to move to another room" I said.

"Why? Mom would be so happy that we are a couple" Chris said.

"Are we a couple?" I asked a bit surprised.

"Well...we do what couples do. We do almost everything together. And we have sex every night" He said.

"Yeah... But I'm not ready for your mom to know. Besides! You haven't ask me to be your girlfriend or partner or anything" I said.

"Lu... You want to be my girlfriend?" He asked. I lift my head from his chest and looked at him. I smiled and kissed him.

"Yes... But we will be a secret. I don't want no one to know about us. I don't want to be in the public eye." I said. He said he was okay with it. "And we are going to wait a little longer before we say something to your mom" I said. He nodded his head and we went to sleep.

Lisa came to stay at Chris house. I moved to the the guest room since I didn't want her to think that I was dating Chris. Not yet... She thought that I was his best friend like always. But she had her suspicious. She often looked at us when we were together. She smiled at us when we were alone. She once asked me if I had a boyfriend or something Infront of Chris, making me blush. One day Chris said that he wanted to make a party to get to know his new movie crew and co-stars. So I helped him get everything ready. Lisa helped as well. Everything was ready. The house and everything looked really nice.

"It's going to be a great party!" Lisa said. Since Lisa and I knew just a few people, we stayed together. We watched how Chris was being a great host. It surprised me that he was getting his social anxiety in control, but everytime I saw he was in uncomfortable, I went to the rescue.

"Chris.. can you come for a second?" I would ask when I saw he was looking around, something he does when he is nervous.

"Yeah. Excuse me" He said and would go with me.

"Everything okay?" I would ask.

He would look at me with those blue eyes and smiled a soft smile at me. He would secretly touch my hand.

"Everything is fine, now" He said. I would smile, he would take a few breaths and go out to the party again. And I went back to Lisa.

Then she came. The most beautiful girl I've seen. With a really short but elegant dress
All eyes were on her. Ana de Armas. She was nice, beautiful, talented and funny. I saw how Chris went and kissed her cheek. How her hands were around his neck and how comfortable Chris was with her. I was jealous.

"Mom, Lucy. This is Ana. She is going to be my co-stars in the new movie" Chris said looking at Ana, that is when I noticed his hand on the lower back of her body.

"Is a pleasure to meet you. You are beautiful" Lisa said interrupting my toxic thoughts.

"Yeah.. totally gorgeous. You too would make a great couple in the movie" I said faking a smile.