𝗺𝘆 𝗱𝗲𝗰𝗲𝗺𝗯𝗲𝗿 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲. kim seokjin ♡

Chapter 4

I walked down the street after my class is over. I prefer to be alone rather than being a part of a group. I randomly scrolled through my phone..I saw Jin walking the same way.He then overtook me and put his hoodie cap on.He treat me like I do not exist on this earth or he had never known me.
" Why do you have to take the same road ? " I sighed in annoyance.. and looked down on my phone.
"I live nearby in this area ".. Jin said.
I lifted my head up in surprise,𝙙𝙤𝙣'𝙩 tell me he heard me mummbling.I covered my mouth with my hand.
"Yeah, where do you live ?.. Let's hangout today." He was talking to someone else over his phone.
I breathed heavily in relief.. I hit the back of my head.
I found out he lived three houses away from where I live.Whatever, it doesn't matter to me where he lives.

His presence is making it more harder for me to move on.The person I loved once, lost years ago. His eyes were full of love whenever he looked at me. I couldn't look straight to those eyes.He's changed, the person's changed himself into a different personality who just love to hurt me and I see no emotions for me in those eyes..

I turned the lights on as I entered my room and took my shoes off I washed myself up and fell asleep as I threw myself into the couch. " It's too tiring " I sighed.

TIME SKIPS >>>

I heard wired noises. I came back to my senses.. I looked out of the window " Oh, !! it's raining " *excited.

As the rain poured down I let myself free under those drops to wash away my every tiring cells that has grown within me like a wild -

[ Taehyung POV ]

(Sighs.)
I grabbed my diary and started writing everything down that I felt right now.

𝘿𝙚𝙖𝙧 𝘿𝙞𝙖𝙧𝙮 ,

𝘐𝘵'𝘴 𝘳𝘢𝘪𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘩𝘦'𝘴 𝘨𝘳𝘰𝘸𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘰𝘯 𝘮𝘦 𝘭𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘭𝘺.𝙁𝙞𝙣𝙖𝙡𝙡𝙮 𝙩𝙤𝙙𝙖𝙮 𝙄 𝙜𝙤𝙩 𝙖 𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙣𝙘𝙚 𝙩𝙤 𝙜𝙤 𝙩𝙤 𝙢𝙮 𝙘𝙡𝙖𝙨𝙨 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝘵𝘢𝘭𝘬 𝘵𝘰 𝘩𝘦𝘳. 𝘐 𝘧𝘦𝘭𝘭 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘩𝘦𝘳, 𝘮𝘢𝘺𝘣𝘦 1 𝘮𝘰𝘯𝘵𝘩 𝘢𝘨𝘰.𝘚𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘴 𝘵𝘰 𝘱𝘭𝘢𝘺 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘴𝘦 𝘬𝘪𝘥𝘴 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘯𝘦𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘣𝘰𝘳𝘩𝘰𝘰𝘥 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘪𝘵 𝘳𝘢𝘪𝘯𝘴.s𝘩𝘦 𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘬𝘴 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘢 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭 𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘭.. 𝘐 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘯𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘴𝘦𝘦𝘯 𝘴𝘶𝘤𝘩 𝘴𝘸𝘦𝘦𝘵 𝘨𝘪𝘳𝘭. 𝘉𝘶𝘵 𝘴𝘩𝘦'𝘴 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘰𝘥𝘢𝘺, 𝘐 𝘨𝘶𝘦𝘴𝘴 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘦𝘯𝘦𝘥.

𝘌𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦 𝘐 𝘵𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘢𝘭𝘬 𝘵𝘰 𝘩𝘦𝘳, 𝘐 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘮𝘺 𝘴𝘤𝘩𝘦𝘥𝘶𝘭𝘦𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘬𝘴.𝘐 𝘤𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘧𝘰𝘤𝘶𝘴 𝘰𝘯 𝘮𝘺 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘬 𝘦𝘪𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳.

𝘛𝘰𝘥𝘢𝘺 𝘐 𝘵𝘰𝘭𝘥 𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘴𝘩𝘦'𝘴 𝘤𝘶𝘵𝘦.𝘔𝘢𝘺𝘣𝘦 𝘴𝘩𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘐 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘧𝘭𝘪𝘳𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘴𝘦 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘥𝘴 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘤𝘢𝘮𝘦 𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘰𝘧 𝘮𝘦 𝘶𝘯𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘴𝘪𝘰𝘶𝘴𝘭𝘺 𝘢𝘴 𝘐 𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘬𝘦𝘥 𝘩𝘦𝘳.𝘐 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘐 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭 𝘴𝘩𝘦'𝘴 𝘤𝘶𝘵𝘦 𝘪𝘯𝘴𝘪𝘥𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘰𝘶𝘵..

𝘈𝘳𝘳𝘨𝘩!! 𝘒𝘪𝘮 𝘛𝘢𝘦 , 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘪𝘧 𝘴𝘩𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘴 𝘢 𝘧𝘭𝘪𝘳𝘵𝘣𝘰𝘺 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘱 𝘵𝘢𝘭𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶 ,𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘪𝘧 𝘶 𝘳𝘶𝘪𝘯𝘦𝘥 𝘶𝘳 𝘪𝘮𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘪𝘯𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘯𝘵 𝘰𝘧 𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘪𝘧 𝘴𝘩𝘦 𝘥𝘪𝘥𝘯'𝘵 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶. 𝘐 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘐 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭 𝘤𝘳𝘢𝘻𝘺... :(

- end of the diary -

I closed my diary and put it in my drawer.
"I miss her, where's she ?".. I sighed looking at those raindrops falling like a drunkdazed.

" I don't even know her name..
Dumbo ! you should've asked her " I said laughing at my idiocy.
" Or you should've asked for her number.. "

- 𝙛𝙡𝙖𝙨𝙝𝙗𝙖𝙘𝙠 -

[ Phone conversation ]
Jin : "Where did you get my number !? "( He asked in an excited tone. His smile got no bounds since she called her first.)
Arin : " I got it from Namjoonie " .. " Is it okay if I call you often ? "
Jin : As long as you okay with it.
I'm glad you called -

Arin : *smiles. Oh !!! I forgot why I called you..(scratches her head *embarrassed*)
Jin : Pabo girl ( silly girl )* laughs.
Arin : *chuckles over the phone.

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