You had a problem with me
The moment you wake up
I wasn't focusing at all
Kept changing the conversation
I already said why it happened
Why are you upset?
Why are you upset?
Do you want to cut me open?
To tear open my head
See how my ugly brain is
I'm confused
I'm sorry I'm always am
It's probably my fault
Can you teach me
How to be normal?
If not
Can you have some patience?
I want to tear my skin open
My teeth taking chunks
Of my putrid flesh
The wanting to rip strips of skin
From my arms with my nails
To take off my teeth
To shave my head
Scream until it bleeds
Maybe just maybe
I could figure out what is wrong
Or what gone wrong with me
When I was a little child
So innocent as a baby faun
What gone wrong?
What if
I blind myself
Take the eyeballs off and eat them
Just like eggs
Then I wouldn't see the bad
Or have to deal with it
I'm so blue
With red dripping down my fingers
Tears on my eyes
And blood on my hands
I feast in my flesh
I drink from my blood
I'm a true siner
Wanting to be judged
So I can burn in hell
Truly like a dirty sinner
I told you I was busy
But you kept asking the same thing
When I told you to not do that
You felt bad about it
Said you wanted to die
And I felt like a piece of shit
I don't know what the fuck
You want me to do
I keep thinking we are okay
Then you always judge me wrong
I think that maybe
Just maybe we weren't made to be
That we shouldn't try so hard
For something meant to fail
A building meant to crumble
Should I just leave?
I dont want to hurt you anymore
I don't know what's wrong with me
Could you tell me what's happening?
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Letters Of A Stranger
Poetryjust a bunch of vents that I will make to feel lighter I have a bunch of problems and since I wont talk to it to my friends I prefer to post here for random people to see enjoy
