Once you got back to HQ you could barely stand and Cypher had to help you back to your room, you felt embarrassed that he had to see you like that but it's not like you could just teleport away now since that would take a lot out of you at the moment, so you were forced just to handle the embarrassment and hide your blushing face as he had his arm around your waist giving you support and you had your arm on his shoulder
It's wasn't fair, the feeling you were getting everytime Cypher laid his hands on you or when he would give you his full blown attention to listen to your dumb rambles or questions. It felt strange but you were for certain that Cypher didn't feel the same way since he never really showed any signs of being embarrassed or lost for words but it wasn't like you could see to much with that Mask on his face all the time.
You sighed and when he got you inside of your room you didn't want him to leave and when he tried to let you go, you just held on trying to come up with an excuse for him to stay.
"[Y/n] I sorry but I wanna go and freshin up since I'm quite filthy at the moment with blood, I promise I'll be back right after"
You look at him and frown letting him go and then slowly make your way to your bed but then you randomly think of something and play dumb "just shower here, actually.. would you like to bathe together?"
You look up at him and you see him freeze in place "huh? did I say something wrong? Isn't it normal? Me, Jett and Neon took a bath together once""Ah..[Y/n]...it's quite a normal thing for people of the same gender to do or if they have a certain relationship together" Cypher tries to explain it to you while he puts his hand behind his neck, the sight of him flustered made you want to smile and laugh but you kept your composure
Just as you were gonna dismiss the idea Cypher buds in
"Since your still exhausted I could help you out a little but I'm not going to bathe with you, I will shower here though" he turns to the door "just give me a few minutes to get my clothes I'm going to change into afterwards and a towel, I'll be back"
Cypher says this and then leaves quickly leaving you dumbfounded that he agreed to even shower here let alone help you shower.You couldn't help but feel how red your face was and tried to calm yourself down before he came back ("maybe I could get a little peak when he's in the shower...") You shake your head at the thought ("I should give him his privacy...but...maybe just a little peek...") As you were consumed by your thoughts you hear your door open, Cypher comes in with a towel and clothes in hand and nods at you as he heads into the bathroom.
After a while Cypher walks out and walks over to you helping you up from the bed and guides you to the bathroom
"Check the water to see if the temperature is to your liking, if it's not just tell me"
He gently grabs your hand and places it in the water and looks at your for approval
"Ah..yeah it's fine, thank you Cypher" You try to hide your face by looking the other direction because of how red it feels right now
You hear Cypher chuckle lightly and you can't help but smile
"Your laugh is like music to my ears Cypher, it really makes me smile" you say this softly almost like a whisper wishing for him to hear it but at the same time not toCypher lightly caresses your hand
"Do you need help getting undressed or are you fine on your own?""o-oh...I..." You can't help but feel like it just got extremely hot in the room when you try to answer him, you didn't want to burden him with such an embarrassing task but you were still feeling extremely exhausted and weak at the moment, so much so that standing and walking on your own would take an extreme amount of energy from you
You turn your head to Cypher and place his hand on your shirt and nod yes as you gently tighten your grip on his hand
Cypher gets behind you and undresses you that way so you aren't to embarrassed but when it came to your undergarments you could tell he hesitated for a moment but after a few seconds you felt his hand on your bare skin on your hip which caused you to let out a little sound
"I-im sorry if I got to touchy, I'm trying my best to only touch the clothing"
"Ah..it's alright, I was just surprised by the feeling since no one has ever laid their hands on my bare skin before so it surprised me"
"I see, I understand" Cypher says this as he unclips your bra and slips it down, he then helps you into the bath and makes sure your comfortable. Your now sitting in the warm bath with your back facing Cypher. You couldn't help but want more of Cyphers touch, for some reason you liked it and how it made you feel.
"Cypher could you..take off your gloves? It would feel more gentle on my skin"
"Ah, yes, just give me a moment" you could hear Cypher removing his gloves and your heart Begins to race and after a few minutes you feel a sponge on your back, as Cypher finishes scrubbing your back he moves to your arms. You feel a wave of some sort go through your body from the touch of his bare hands lifting your arm ever so slightly to then gently glide the sponge against your skin.
As he bathed you, your body continued to feel hot the more you could feel his touch causing you to want more but you knew you couldn't.
After you finished the last few areas yourself Cypher helped you out and wrapped a towel around you
"Do you need help getting dry as well"
"n-no I'm fine, thank you Cypher" you smiled at him softly with your face beet red
He nodded at you and guided you back into the room
"I'm going to go and shower now, you alright on your own?"
You nod as you try to hide your embarrassed face by looking the other way
"Call me if you need anything then, I'll try not to be long"
Cypher turned around and walked into the bathroom closing the door almost all the way so if you needed him he would be able to hear you more clearly with the running water goingAfter a few minutes passed you finished drying yourself and just listened to the water run from the top shower head, you tried to restrain yourself from looking in but after a while you couldn't help yourself, I mean, a little peek wouldn't hurt, right?
You brought yourself close to the door and looked through from the small crack, you could see the man showering in the glass shower, the water was running down his body
You looked at his body from top to bottom but since his back was turned from you, you couldn't see his face but you knew if you could then you definitely wouldn't have been able to contain yourself
The more you watched him, the more you couldn't take your eyes off him, but after a little while he covered his mouth and slowly reached his hand down to his crotch causing a faint sound to come from him, hearing it made a shiver go through your body.
Now you really weren't gonna be able to take your eyes off him.
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A New Purpose - Cypher x Fem Reader (Valorant Fanfiction)
Fanfiction[Cypher x Fem Reader that will include smut and fluff] You were abandoned by your parents on your 5th birthday, they needed money and didn't want to have to deal with your radianite powers with the addition of having to hide you from kingdom. The pe...