Cybertron, you were so beautiful ... And this war, took it from you ... All I wish is to see that beauty again.
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You open your optics, all you were doing was reminiscing on the past and how all of this happened, how long have you been day-dreaming for exactly? ...
Doesn't matter anyways.
You sit up, and look around, more bots injured ... And others, already dead...
At this point its nothing new, it always happens.
You try to get up, but your comrade stops you.
" Careful now Y/N ... You're still not fully recovered yet! " He said to you.
You roll your optics.
" I understand the concern, but I do not think we should be concerned if I am fully recovered or not. " You replied.
You look around, and catch a glance on the energon supply ... Its low, again .
" Great ... Our energon supplies are on the red, again, and every day more of us get offlined! "
You said in a frustrated manner...
" Y/N, its just how it is ... We try our best to get as much supply as we can, but by the time we get to any energon reservoir, its either the Autobots, or Decepticons already have control of it —"
" — Or fighting over it. " You replied, cutting him off.
" ... Yes ... Look Y/N, we might need to pack up soon. The conflict keeps getting closer and closer, this area is starting to not be safe anymore. " He said.
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Why is it we suffer this way? What did we do wrong to deserve this? ...
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You look at your comrade, he's distraught. He's worried for your well-being...
Well — For everyone's well being, he cares for everyone like a big brother.
You look down, and sigh...
" Its always like that. We will all die sooner or later. We constantly run out of supplies, and we constantly have to run... How long until we have nowhere else to go..? " You clenched your chestplate ... You were losing hope.
The room goes silent.
Deep inside, everyone knew what you said was true. With how long this war has been going, with no signs of diminishing ...
But even with all the odds, what everyone wants is to live ...
" Y/N ... "
You abruptly leave, going outside, and lying down on the roof of the building you all were using as a shelter ...
Even if Cybertron has became ugly from the war, at the very least — The stars that surround it are shining ever so beautifully up in space.
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You close your optics, blocking out all of the noise, trying to imagine a happy world — Or perhaps a world were you are gone ...
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What would it be like if you were one with the All Spark?
End it all, here and now, nothing would change from what's about to come ...
Yet... — You can't just leave the others. Especially him after all he's done for you.
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You still have someone to live for, even after you have lost everything.
( "Amaranthus Caudatus" is a flower that symbolizes Hopelessness. - Lyliarc )
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Shockwave x Reader
FanfictionCybertron was once a beautiful planet, but eons of war ravaged it. You are one without faction, not wanting to be part of this war. But perhaps, something may change. As the title reads, this story will mostly be about you and Shockwave. I will be t...
