02/03/2022 - 23:09
i'm an awful person
i don't do anything to benefit anyone
i'm useless
what's this body for if it doesn't even work?
i'm in pain every day
no one listens
i know who i am but i don't at the same time
i can't tell what's real anymore
everything's a blur
i gave up
i let my abusers win and now i'm alone
do the people that claim to love me really love me?
would it be better if i was just blissfully ignorant of their hate for me
instead of begging for the truth?
i am nothing
if my body isn't used for other high school boys, then what's the point?
i'm tired
i sleep too much
i wanna run away and end up no where
let me go
who can stop me from flipping my lid?
it doesn't matter
i am gone
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i thought i was a child [a poetry book]
Puisi[trigger warning for suicide, csa, body horror, derealization/depersonalization, substance use, and graphic depictions of mental illness] from years of being in love with the wrong people to letting the world decide my fate, i've collected my poems...
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