03/20/2022 - 03:51
i'm still scared of him
i'm over him, of course
i'm just not over it
i don't think i'll ever be over it
what he did is with me forever
sure, it was nothing compared to what i've been through before
it just hurts more because i actually loved him
god every time i say that i loved him
i wanna blow my fucking brains out
how could i love someone who doesn't know the word 'no'?
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i thought i was a child [a poetry book]
Poetry[trigger warning for suicide, csa, body horror, derealization/depersonalization, substance use, and graphic depictions of mental illness] from years of being in love with the wrong people to letting the world decide my fate, i've collected my poems...
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