Healed by You

Chapter 9

Sona's POV:

His black eyes...

So mysterious and beautiful...

I wonder how can a 35-year-old beast got a pair of most innocent eyes I have ever seen...

Who cannot stand such a beautiful and pure pair of eyes...

I had only read in books that eyes speak and would laugh like a mad but as usual, I am wrong and yes the books are right...

Eyes do speak...

Eyes speak the volumes that the heart hides...

And that's what his eyes are doing to me right now...

Pain is in his heart as much as in mine but he doesn't say it...

I felt a warmth losing away from me and that's when I realized our closeness jumped back with a jerk and lowered my head to not look into his eyes again...

How embarrassing it is...

But you felt a little sweet too...

Yes, you are right...

Whenever he does something for me I always feel a little sweet in my heart but at the same time I feel embarrassed

What he must be thinking of me??

Wiping my tears I apologized but he didn't let me and interrupted as his Akdu mode was on...

"I...I am sor-

"Although I have made the decision on this matter without your consent
I will also respect your opinion and fully cooperate so everything depends on your decision"

How can he be so considerate

I looked at him as my voice filled in with immense gratitude towards the beautiful beast of mine "I don't know how to say thank you"

"Don't show your gratitude in words show it in actions" his tone was stern as if he was asking a student to perform well in the test for which the sincere student assured in a much-determined tone "With your support, I know how to reach my goals"

"I am no one to support you... it's your willpower and determination that should be your strength of pillar" his voice turning intense while I went all quiet as my mind was pretty scared of the future consequences

I stood rooted to the ground while he picked up the paper and getting back to the sofa he began organizing his bag...

Silence followed us for a brief moment...

"Ata kay zal??" (Now what happened)

His question pulled me back out of my thoughts and I immediately spit out my worry "I am scared"

His actions stooped as he softly said "Come sit" and without wasting any second I rushed to the sofa but instead of sitting opposite to him I sat next to him...

I don't know what rushed into me but I intentionally did that while the startled look on his face was pretty obvious

Initially, I was scared of the air around him but now the same air around him feels safe and secure

And talking to him feels good...

It's some kind of peaceful...

While he was startled by my sudden action my voice came out weak "I am not sure about this"

His posture calmed and so was his face..

Making a slight head movement he asked me to speak up further and I instantly followed him "The amount of debt is too much...if I invest my time in studies I won't be able to repay it and the interest too will reach the sky...how will I be able to cope up my studies and gather the money...its... it's pretty risky and confusing"