Authors POV:
The streetlights in the garden have been on, making the garden half bright and half dark, just like a painting scroll.
Facing the night wind, she looks at the blue lake in front of her, holding her body tightly and feeling melancholy.
It's been more than half an hour since they had come to the nearby park for a walk and neither of them spoke a word...
They were sitting on the bench watching the stillness of water hoping to get the same stillness in their lives as well..
The back of his hand suddenly cools, and a few drops of cold liquid drop on the back of his hand.
Initially, he thought it was rain
But it wasn't
He was slightly surprised... He lifted his hand up and gently moved her shoulder...
Even if her face was dim against the yellow street lamp he could see her face was very pale
"I love your heart that is sincere and kind to me even after everything life has done to you...I am lucky that you are my husband"
He nodded and shook his head in no
Sona who was found to be weeping quietly, tears suddenly flowed like rain.
"I will be sincere to you... If you have any worries or grievances, please tell me. Also, please forgive me that sometimes I am not so careful and considerate that I can not detect your mind. But as long as you tell me, I will listen carefully and try to do better"
Her cold tears, like hot lava, burned his heart more than his hands...
Getting no response she sobbed further "I won't hurt you just listen to me and give me one chance"
Arjun still doesn't speak...
Every tear of hers felt so heavy that each of them hit his heart almost breaking it...
He wanted to lift his hand and wipe those painful tears but he couldn't...
After a long time, he said in a very low voice "You did well enough till now"
She began to cry more with tears and sobs, "I, I am very afraid"
His heart was tight "With me, you don't need to be afraid of anything."
"I am afraid, afraid you will leave me, do not want me...I'm very happy to be with you. I'm afraid that such happiness will slip away..."
He was moved to tears, and her tears were like pearls dripping on the precious jewelry in front of her eyes.
"After knowing that happened in the past, no matter how much you treat me, I will accept it completely and never complain...
I promise that I will be wholehearted to you, and I will treat you all my life. I will never let you regret marrying me
I promise... I'll try my best to make you happy"
A strong sudden gush of unknown feeling rushed to his heart that made him shiver...
His expression is firstly shocked then fully sad and suddenly choked "Well, I don't believe you"
Those words from him felt like a big pot of ice water poured on her in the cool winter...
"Unfortunately I have added so much trouble to my family and I really have no face to let my baba face anything bad in this age...I can't let anyone disturb my family again...I can't let anyone our lives again...
God will never forgive me for my selfishness
Suddenly grabbed his arm and firmly said "It was not your fault...you are the one who was schemed by people"
"But...
"Why do you who suffered betrayal have to sit in the corner and lick the wound alone and the bitch who showed you hell can roam around the world"
"But...
"Look you are an ordinary person, not a perfect godly man or saint...
Every one of us once or twice in our lives are selfish for our love and happiness which is absolutely understandable and unforgivable...
Don't blame yourself because you are not perfect...
Be an ordinary person
And it doesn't matter if God doesn't forgive you...
It doesn't matter if others don't forgive you...
What's important is that you must forgive yourself, and I only know that you deserve happiness because you are still worthy of your happiness without any fault"
Her eyes were as sharp as the tip of a knife...
Her voice...her words her aura everything about her had a kind of invisible courage to kill the invisible enemies
Arjun's body was stiff at first, then raised his head like a frightened rabbit, four eyes touching each other, and the time was still for several seconds.
After a brief silence, she sighed took his hand in hers, and softly coaxed the big baby
"Arjun...It's not that you are being over sensitive...you are reacting to a massive pain that is obvious...I know that heartbreak hurt you...it broke something inside you...But Arjun accept it...accept that hurt so it can heal..
If you continue to walk with a broken leg the damage will linger and it's more likely to leave long-term effects"
Her words were so soft just like a spring rain gently dripping his heart
Unfortunately, it wasn't enough to nurture the fruit of healing in his barren heart
He jerked off her hand...stood abruptly back facing her...
His back was lonely and resolute just like a fighter who was about to fight the dark night
His heart felt warm again but his eyes were hot
Arjun had an impulse to run away but Sona immediately gave birth to the idea of embracing him tightly.
Blocking his way she tiptoed and tossed her hands around his nape she buried her head in the cave of his neck and at that moment the warm and disordered heartbeat subsided in an instant...he did not move as tears flowed down silently
He was so hurt that he would never be moved by love again...
But Sona was determined...
Arjun may not even love her, only out of responsibility he had to accept her and marry her, but he could not just deny the reality.
It's just possible... He may love her too...Even if he hasn't fallen in love with her now, he will certainly have feelings after a long time.
How can she just give up
She has made a choice, or she has not given herself a choice from the beginning, so she will not think about the impossible.
She scooped herself more into him asking him to reciprocate
The voice from the bottom of his heart told him that he wanted to come but he couldn't...
It was cool on his face...he raised his hand and touched his face and his face was full of tears...
Why??
Why was he crying??
Is it because of his past??
Is it because he wants to give up on Sona??
If yes...
Then how could his heart hurt so much??
Unable to hear the voice coming from the depths of his heart his eyes turned even more red, tears like pearls, falling down one by one, extremely glittering and shining.
While Sona on the other hand kept silently praying that the love in her heart would blossom in his heart too
Mixed emotions in their hearts...what are your thoughts on this???
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Romance"Sona" His never so soft voice melted the cage of her shielded heart and she slowly opened her eyes only to see the soul beauty of this beast... His deep oceanic orbs... His deep pitch black orbs that were the door to his hidden soul speaking volume...
