Opposites in Love [ COMPLETE ]

Laying Still

I've heard rumors about this bathroom being the place you can get infected by feizao and fashui, but at this point I've stopped caring since nobody else does. I know it seems like I'm an asshole, but I don't view myself that way...

I should just sit on the boxes and give myself time. I shouldn't just instantly give in, that's what everybody tells me or what I should think. I lay still, grabbing my notepad and book from my tiny, scruffy bag. My bags full of stuff, like my knives and ammo. 

As soon as I grabbed those two items out my bag, a stroking effect appears to be undergoing throughout the giant facility. As I keep on saying and continue to say, I shrugged it off without a care in the world. I really didn't think a blackout or power outage was going to happen, but then boom.

Lights flash and disappear in an instant. The door slowly tries to shut itself but I run swiftly dropping all my items so I'm not stuck.

"Shit, somebody help me out here. Your all so useless hiding while I struggle daily" I say this while rolling my eyes and slowly lifting the door back up to its original place.
"Ugh finally. None of you bastards ever help me, I'm not some germ" I said shrugging the dust and goo off my dirty clothing near the shoulders.

I suddenly look up and a flashy purple glow appears. My face expression drops as I suddenly feel a loss of stability. Fear overwhelms me, I sprint swiftly back to all my weapons and items.
"You're joking me right? You can't be real... I never thought I'd be the one to suffer."
Instantly then as I monologue, a loud thump comes from the door I just opened.
"Don't do this to me. Leave me alone."
Claws then appear as I said this, eyes seeming sorrowful and the creature giving a cautious stature. Utility items hung from its tight dark belt. It's goggles glowed even brighter as then suddenly I fainted.
"I can't do this anymore. End me, put all the suffering I've undergone to rest..."
I lay still on the floor, exactly the same as the moments before disaster.
I felt translucent in this moment, almost unreal... as the fear of death slowly set into me.