(Angst)
Rosé and I had been dating for almost 3 years now but things are not going so great, we fight often. Rosie keeps saying that is majorly my fault that everything goes bad.
We had another major fight yesterday i wanted to spend the day with her and she agree just to later leave out of the blue.
Flashback
"We're hanging out today right?" I asked to be sure lately Rosie has been blowing all of our hang outs last minute just to be home doing nothing or hang out with her friends. I didn't mind her hanging out with her friends but I also wanted us time.
"Yeah we are" Rosie smiled it seemed genuinely, makes me remind of the beginning of when we started dating, everything was sweeter then.
I nodded and got in the shower so I could get ready, once i was done she got in the shower. Chae left her phone here as usual, her phone was buzzing like crazy so I checked who it was to let her know once she was out of the shower. It was that one person i felt uncomfortable with her hanging out with, the person who had a crush on her not so long ago, I couldn't tell her to not hang out with her since they were friends but it still made me fee uncomfortable. I respect her relationship with her friends nevertheless and never told her she couldn't hang out with them.
Lately that same friend was going through a hard time so I didn't say much and it also didn't bother me as much anymore since they also got in a relationship. Rosie kept cutting our plans short just to see her and I think its because of how hard her friend is struggling with mental health and the break up.
Once we were both ready to go we headed to the city center, we were acting like we never fight like everything was fine. That's we always did pretend that none of out fights happened just so we could hold on to this longer.
We decided to go for food since we were both starving, we chose my favorite since Chaeyoung said she didn't know what she wanted and everything was okay.
"What you want to do after we're done eating?" I asked her with a bug smile on my face, i was excited to be on this date with her. I did notice her mood started to go down.
"I don't know" Her answer was short and dry.
"What's going on?" I knew there was something.
"Nothing..." That's all she said but I didn't believe it.
"I know it's not nothing. Why are you mad? Did i do something?" Since i'm always the one who messes up.
"No y/n you didn't do anything this is just my normal face not every time I'm not smiling means im mad" I was caught by surprise with her sudden outburst. All i was asking if she was okay, I thought we would be able to enjoy our day today.
We were done eating and her mood was a little better but i was still taken aback with her outburst from earlier.
"Y/nnn look at that cute doggg, looks like you" Rosie pointed to the dog all happy waiting for a happy reaction from me but all i did was laugh.
"You know what I've been wanting lately? Sweets, i've been craving them like crazy" She said getting closer to me.
"Let's get it then" I gave her a fake smile still wanting to please her and not make a fight.
She squealed and we got in the first candy store we found.
Rosie bought her favorites, mostly sour, candies and we left. She insisted on sharing them with me and I happily accepted.
After that my mood got a little better thinking that Rosé would stay in her happy mood till the end of our date.
"Rosie can we get boba , i just saw someone drinking it and now im craving it so baddd" I said giving her puppy eyes and a small smile to convince her.
