It's been a month Rosé and I haven't been talking at all, she keeps ignoring me and I stopped trying to reach her. I asked her for the rest of my stuff back but she wouldn't answer.
The best I could do was put this all behind and move on. I keep getting mixed feelings where i don't know if i miss her or if i hate her. I want her to contact me again but i also never want to talk to her again. I wish we never happened but I love all the good moments we had together.
To get my mind off Rosé I decided to hook up with a bunch of people when i went partying and stuff. I have one night stands every night and I don't even bother to ask their names.
No one can say what I'm doing is awful because there isn't any other logical way to do this. I wouldn't wait for someone who clearly want nothing to do with me.
Lately one of Rosé's friends has been texting me more often, her name was Sien, her and Rosé met through Talia and they have a sort of group friend with other people too.
I texted Talia here and there as well but it was short and not really much of a conversation.
It would be impossible for Sien not to know that me and Rosé broke up so i was confused of why she was texting me but she sent one friendly kinda flirty text and I just connected the dots together.
I didn't want to believe it at first but now I'm pretty sure she's flirting with me. She invited me to go to New York where she was at the moment for 3 days, she said she wanted to hang out and teach me how to play guitar since i told her I always wanted to learn. I didn't really think it was a bad idea so i just bought the plane ticket and here i am on a plane.
I texted my best friend, Yuna, before coming though to make sure it was a good idea.
Yuna said I should go for it and say fuck it if it was Rosé's friend, even if she would say that's not a good idea i would do it, if she got so bothered by who i get with or with who I don't she would just talk with me. We have nothing to do with each other anymore and who i have sex with is not her problem.
I finally arrived at the airport in New York and i was dead tired, once i got all my bag and headed outside i saw Sien standing waiting for me. I was surprised, I wasn't expecting her here.
"Hey y/n, how was your trip?" She asked while helping me with one bag.
"I'm good but what are you doing here?" I asked confused as to how she knew i would be here at this time.
"Ahah well i just counted the flights hours and made a prediction of how long it would take for u to get here, i was a little early" She scratched the back of her neck like she was nervous.
"How sweet" I laughed at her.
We were talking the whole time getting to know each other better and right before we got to the hotel she decided to touch the fragile subject.
"Soo not to be too noisy but how's things with Rosie?" Sien was avoiding eye contact with me which made me smile involuntarily.
"Not noisy at all but you probably already know we're not talking" I stated trying not to sound rude.
"Yeah... it's just, to be honest I think it's unfair what's she's doing because she could've at least talk to you or listen to what you had to say. The thing is, she's listening too much to her other friends in korea and I don't think they like you that much and I'm not talking abt her best friends, Lisa, Jen and Jisoo" She was looking into my eyes after she was done talking which made me feel closure.
"Yeah I figured but you know I don't care or i try not to care anymore. It already damaged me enough i think I deserve to enjoy my life the best as i can and that it hooking up with strangers" She faked a offended look.
"Ouch am i such a stranger to you?" She said making me laugh, i had the perfect come back for that.
"I didn't know you were becoming my hook up" i looked straight into her eyes and then her lips biting my lip softly.
"Rosé never mentioned you being such a smooth talker" I laughed at her statement. We finally arrived at the hotel and got to the room.
Sien helped me with bring my bag upstairs.
"Well i guess i'll let you rest now then" She turned to the door and started walking but i grabbed her wrist and pulled her into me.
"Are you getting out of here without what you want?" I said deciding to be bold.
"I thought it would be too much for a day for you" She was blushing and it was cute.
I locked our lips together and the next second we were naked making out and having tje most hot and amazing sex i ever had.
During our great moment my phone started to buzz desperately i grabbed still fucking the shit out of Sien trying to make her be quiet, I didn't look before i picked up so I didn't want any awkward moments if it was my mom.
"Yes?" I was a bit annoyed at whoever was calling me at this time.
The other like kept silent, when i went to say something the person started talking.
"Why are you fucking my fucking my friend?" I recognized the voice almost immediately.
Siem was getting annoyed at the phone getting more attention than her so she grabbed it from my hand not caring who that was and why.
"Hi excuse me but whoever this is needs to get their shit together because I'm getting laid right now and if you're so bored or need to ask something just go to the next person in your life" She hang up and I could only see from the conner of eyes Rosé calling and texting desperately like there was no tomorrow.
