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Mixed feelings

Jungkook was irritable, he snapped at everyone, he couldn't concentrate.
After making a female staff member tearful Hobi decided to intervene.
"What the fuck is your problem?"
"Excuse me? I'm still your Boss!"
"Your acting like a spoilt brat and have been all week!"
Jungkook had the grace to look embarrassed, he knew his behaviour had been bad, but it was Jimins fault, they had a good thing going and he just ignored it and now ignored him.
"So you gonna tell me?"
"It's Jimin..., we had a good thing going then when I tell him to grow up he goes and disappears home and now ignores my calls.!"
"Er why did you tell him to grow up?"
"Well....., we got it on..... the next day we were joking about borrowing each other's  clothes after staying so I told him I never stay because I don't want the person thinking it's permanent , he asked if we were just fuckbodies as he wanted more so I told him to grow up." Now he heard himself saying it, he realised it didn't sound too good." I never promised anything!" He tried to justify himself.
"So are we talking the night you left the club?"
"Well yer, but we had sex before."
"I dunno why I just thought Jimin was a virgin he's always kept away from that."
"Er well he was......"
"So....., you had sex with a newbie, one I might add who had a really shit home life being told he wasn't wanted.....,who had to make it on his own, someone who despite all this would do anything for anyone, you fuck again and complain when he tells you he wants more, for fucks sake Jungkook your the one who should grow up, at least he knows what he wants and that's someone who wants him no one else, you just continue to play the field because you don't care enough to commit to anyone?"
Jungkook stared in surprise at his friend and employee never having seen him this angry he was always full of smiles.
"You care a lot for him?"
"I do, , he hides his hurt by smiling, he never once heard his father say he loved him in fact the complete opposite , even Tae and I didn't know about the beatings, he never told us until recently and now he has to come to terms with the fact that his mother always knew she was dying but wanted to give her husband part of her before she went, their son Jimin, instead he always called Jimin a murderer up until this year. Jimin showed Tae and I the letters from his parents, it was hard for us to read god knows how he feels, but his father tried to make things right before he died, he apologised over and over for being a bad father but also respected the fact that Jimin may never forgive him. How do you think he feels? He couldn't say goodbye to the only family he had and finds out his father was so overwhelmed when he knew he'd destroyed the gift his wife left him that he thought he deserved to die. He's had all that since he came back and setting up a business and then finds someone who seems to care for him only to find he's going to be one in a list of fuckbuddies! I bet he even asked if you could still be friends?"
Jungkook nodded biting his lip in shame, he'd been whining because someone said no to him when really Jimin had more guts than him even though he'd liked Jungkook enough to give himself to him thinking he'd found someone, he was brave enough to relinquish that even if he lost that person.
"Oh fuck Hobi ,what should I do, he didn't answer any calls after the first one and I haven't caught sight of him here."
"Of course you wouldn't, he's in America, someone tried to take control of a long running gig he has going for a big company there,so he had to go and sort it, but you have to decide what it is you want, don't play with his feelings if your really not interested, for all the front he puts up Jimin is a fragile soul."
Hobi turned and left leaving Jungkook to sit and think on his behaviour and Jimin.
An hour later a messenger delivered something to his office, he picked it up and went outside," excuse me," he called out to the employees," I would like to apologise for my bad behaviour this week, it was totally unfair of me to laden you all with it,Jisoo I'm sorry I made you cry please take these," he handed over luxury chocolates to her making her bow and smile," please forgive my attitude and all of you can leave half an hour early today."
He went back to his office , ten minutes later Jisoo came in with a coffee for him thanking him for the coffee." Thank you Jisoo and I'm sorry."
Everyone had left but Jungkook found himself ruminating over Hobi's words, poor Jimin how could someone not love a sweet soul like him his father must have felt guilty on learning the truth. Suddenly his words clicked in his head 'HOW COULD SOMEONE NOT LOVE A SWEET SOUL LIKE JIMIN'..... is that why he had been so angry, because he cared much more than he wanted to admit.?
He got up slowly gathering his things and going to the lift, it stopped at Jimins floor and some people got in, Jungkook stared at the floor not concentrating until he heard," Mr Park looks shattered."
"Well he did come straight from the airport."
"He looks I'll, so pale and mars under his eyes."
"Yer he must have been busy"
The lift opened allowing the workers out, Jungkook frantically pushed the button for Jimins floor. Once there he got out walking into the office space as the doors were unlocked even though the place was deserted. He made his way to where he knew Jimins office was only to see through the door a small figure at his desk, his head in his arm his pale face turned sideways . Jungkook drew a sharp breath in, Jimin did look ill, just what had he been doing!
Jungkook knelt down," jimin? Wake up Jiminee" he brushed Jumins hair from his forehead only then realising how hot and clammy he was.
"Jimin come on wake up !" Shaking the boy he was alarmed when his head just flopped.
Carefully picking him up he carried him out locking up and rushing down to his car placing Jimin in his car carefully then driving to the hospital where he rushed him inside," can I have some help please!" He yelled.
People bustled over and soon Jimin was in a room being treated. Jungkook waited outside then the doctor came out
" you here for this young man?"
"Jimin yes,"
"Ah well, he has severe dehydration and looks like he hasn't been eating and sleeping properly , I've put him on a drip, we will keep him in overnight, you can go in now.
Jungkook went in and saw Jimin attached to a drip looking small and frail his eyes closed .An overwhelming feeling of wanting to protect him came over Jungkook, he sat down next to him, holding his hand,Jumna eyes fluttered open,
"Kookie?"
"Hey there, "
"Where am I?"
"Hospital , you've not been taking care of yourself,"
"Oh,I was busy,"
"Still it's important to look after yourself,"
"Erm, why are you here?"
"Because we are friends aren't we?"
Jimins smile was sad," yes friends," his eyes closed and he fell asleep still holding Jungkooks hand.
Jungkook vowed there and then to show Jimin he cared for him, not just in a friendly way.