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Jimin was confused and sad he'd told Jungkook everything.
"You have to ask yourself if you forgive him Jimin, if you don't you leave him where he is, if you have...., then let them be together."
Jimin listened, said like that it seemed easy, he sighed had he forgiven his father?,,,,,,,,
"It's like I didn't really know him, he was just an angry man all the time we were together he despised me for being alive when she wasn't ."
"He was hurting and wrongly he hurt you because he was hurt..., think how he must have felt finding her letter and realising he'd hurt the only person he was supposed to have loved the person his beloved gave birth to for him and he'd destroyed that gift......,so what could he do but try to make amends, he tried Jimin."
"I know........., I do....., tomorrow I'll take him to be with her."
"No , I'll take you..., I want to help."
Jimin nodded, suddenly in tears for his lost childhood, his dead parents and wishes of how things could have been.
Jungkook just hugged him letting him cry it out, as it went quiet he looked down, Jimins head was against his chest he was asleep.
Carefully carrying him to his room he put Jimin into his bed covered him and left the room.
He caught up with work then went up to the room he was going to use only to hear Jimin call out,
"K-Kookie?"
"Hey Jimin what's the matter?"
"Can you sleep in here?"
"Are you sure?"
"I-I don't want to be alone,"
"Ok let me get a t shirt and shorts,"
"Sure,"
Jungkook showered and changed then went into Jimins room to see that Jimin had changed too and was tiredly crawling into bed.
Jungkook slid in the other side wanting to hug the other to him but keeping still, until Jimin made the decision and cuddled against him his head on Jungkooks chest and an arm across his waist. Jungkook smiled into Jimins hair and put his arms around the other both finally comfortable and drifting to sleep.
The next day Jimin dressed to go and collect his fathers ashes, he twisted the key in his hands nervously. Jungkook drove him to get some flowers and then to the safety deposit box and it was he who took the urn in its box out as Jimin was shaking.
"Where's your mothers ashes?"
Jimin looked blank, then embarrassed then guilty,
"I don't know, he wouldn't let me go there."
Jungkook was saddened by Jimins vulnerability at that moment.
"It's ok give me your lawyers number."
Jimin just handed over his phone after finding the contact.
Once connected Jungkook explained who he was and what they wanted while Jimin looked blankly at the floor.
After the call Jungkook took Jimin to his car put in directions and drove off.
Half an hour later and they were driving into beautiful grounds with a large Columbarium central to it.
Going into the entrance there was a phamplet which was like a map, jungkook looked at it.
"Hmmm,this way we want east 112-7"
They walked in that direction and finally came to the room holding Jimins mothers ashes. Looking around they found where Jimins mother was placed. Her urn was behind a glass door, her plaque read
Jisoo Park
Beloved wife and mother
Taken from us too soon.
Jimin stared, beside her urn was a picture of Jimin and his mother, taken in the hospital when she gave birth.
Jimin had never seen it, he put his hand against the glass," hello mum , I'm sorry it's my first visit, I hope you haven't been lonely, look I've brought....dad here so you won't be lonely anymore, he loved you a lot mum that's why he couldn't care for me ..., he just....missed you."
Jimin opened the glass door and placed his fathers Urn next to his mothers."rest well both of you,I'm sorry we never got to be a family."
Closing the glass door he attached the flowers then sat down on a bench in the room trying hard not to cry. His head was full of lonely pain, he wished he had someone to love, someone who thought he was their world. Standing up hurriedly he left the room striding away to the exit, feeling smothered like he couldn't breathe.
Jungkook worriedly followed. Once outside Jimin slumped to the ground, the stress he'd been feeling for weeks over his fathers letter finally taking him over, he just wanted peace and was glad of the blackness that overcame him.
Jungkook had caught Jimin as he fell and hurried him into the car strapping him in before driving off. On arrival at Jimins he carried him to his room carefully undressing him and putting him to bed in shorts and t shirt then worriedly calling the doctor who came not long after.
After examining the shorter male he spoke," how longs he been out?"
"Nearly an hour...., what's wrong with him?"
"Well he was already run down but from what you have told me it's like he's gone into shock it's just to much to cope with right now so his brain is telling him to sleep, like a coping mechanism. Let him just sleep, he will wake up when he needs to."
Jungkook nodded walking the doctor out, then going to sit on the bed with Jimin, Jimin automatic turned to him and the two lay there, one oblivious the other worrying for the small male.
Jimin didn't know where he was, there was grass and beautiful flowers around, he looked around and saw a couple walking towards him hand in hand. As they got near he gasped' mum? Dad?'
The couple smiled at him as he tried to take in what he was seeing," am I dead?"
"No son your.....just resting"
His father spoke, a happy young looking father
"thank you son for reuniting me with your mother she's been waiting such a long time."
"We're you lonely mum like I am?"
"Jimin my sweet son, I always knew your father would come but you shouldn't be lonely you have so much love inside of you, you will make him very happy."
"Who mum..., I have no one ,"
"You do but you need to hurry back now before it's too late."
"Late?"
"Go son we love you "
His parents disappeared
Slowly Jimin opened his eyes , he saw that he was in his room and that Jungkook was next to him but what made him yell out was the fact that smoke was everywhere, coughing heavily he shook Jungkook,
"Kookie! Get up come on!"
Jungkook wasn't moving and Jimins throat was screaming for breath. Weakly he pulled the cover Jungkook was lying on off the bed wincing as Jungkooks body thumped to the floor he dizzily walked to the bathroom soaking two towels one he laid over jungkook the other placed over his head and shoulders. Pulling Jungkook slowly to the open door he dragged him along the corridor gasping at the thick smoke , feeling the way along he went into his fathers old room because he knew it had a balcony. Looking back he could see flames licking along the hallway. Eventually he got to the room and going in shut the door. The smoke wasn't as thick here. Jimin was coughing and felt week he could hear sirens. With his last bit of strength he hauled Jungkook to the patio doors and unlocked them dragging them both to the fresh air, he could hear people yelling as he slumped over Jungkook and then looking back into the room he saw flames licking the walls, then everything went black.