I couldn't help it

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- Jungkook's POV -

I loved your sister, but not the way I love you..

When I first met you, I thought you were so sweet, kind, friendly, smart.. And you actually are. I saw the universe in your eyes. Your voice is so soft, your hair shines, your brown sparkling doe eyes are so adorable and your big boxy smile is enough for making my heart beat ten times faster when I see it.

I know you were my girlfriend's brother and that might be weird to everyone, but I couldn't control it, you were just so perfect in my eyes.

I slowly tried to approach you, but you kept a long distance from me, probably because of your sister who was close to us. I understand that you feel weird about me and maybe disgusted or you think I'm a jerk, horny man that wants to spend time with any person that he meets. But it isn't true. All I wanted from you was attention.

Time passed by and we became close. Ok, let's say I managed that. But I was happy that we became at least friends. We fought a lot, we made jokes, we laughed together, we ate together, we slept together, we hanged out together, we had fun, we annoyed each other, we spent a lot of time either on arguing or laughing and having fun.

We became strong friends and we.. At least I felt close to you and I felt like I could trust you with my life. I felt like this relationship between us is unbreakable and healthy.

Until my feelings started being impatient, my heart wanted to express itself with so many words. I wanted to finally confess my actual love for you and quit hiding it inside me anymore. I was tired of it.

One day, I called you and told you to meet me at a cafe we used to hang out a lot, almost everyday.

You came, greeted me with a hug and we sat down on the small table. I was so nervous while you were worried. Your sister had work so she fortunately couldn't come along with you.

I kept fidgeting my fingers while you were waiting for me to say what I wanted to confess to you so badly. You grabbed my hand and caressed it softly, causing me a feeling of relaxation and distress. I sighed and looked in your eyes. They were so doe and concert on what I was about to say that I smiled.

Once I found the courage to finally get it all out, I did without thinking twice. I had my eyes low on the floor and my head down as if my mom scolded me and gave me a punishment.

I told you how much I loved you and how your every perfect imperfection made my heart melt and beat ten times faster. How my eyes would light up whenever I saw you. Or how long I was hiding my feelings for you because I was scared.

I expected you to be weirded out and yes, I was right. You were so cringed out, I could tell by your expression. My body started reacting to my nervousness and anxiety, I began shaking, or playing with my fingers tapping them on the table.

I was waiting for your answer when I felt a hard slap on my left cheek.

📍𝗦𝗼𝗿𝗿𝘆 𝗶𝗳 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝘄𝗮𝘀 𝘁𝗿𝗮𝘀𝗵, 𝗜 𝗷𝘂𝘀𝘁 𝘄𝗮𝗻𝘁𝗲𝗱 𝘁𝗼 𝘀𝗵𝗮𝗿𝗲 𝗶𝘁 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝘀𝗶𝗻𝗰𝗲 𝗜 𝗵𝗮𝘃𝗲𝗻'𝘁 𝘂𝗽𝗹𝗼𝗮𝗱𝗲𝗱 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝗮 𝘄𝗵𝗶𝗹𝗲 𝗵𝗲𝗿𝗲 𝘄𝗲 𝗴𝗼 💗
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