Taekook One-shots 💼

I couldn't help it {2}

I didn't dare to glance up, as I held my cheek slowly burning by the slap.
I kept my head held down looking at the ground, trying hard not to tear up.

To say I didn't expect it? It would be an understatement. Before even I mumble a small 'sorry', you were already gone.

God, I wish I never said that. I knew at some point that it would ruin everything between us.

Fuck you, Jeon Jungkook

I hated myself for speaking. I hated myself for even thinking about confessing my feelings.

And I knew that since then, you'd despise me. And that thought was my last straw after I finally teared up.

Shedding my tears, I got up from the coffee table and went back home.

My heart shuttered into pieces. I wanted to cry, but I knew if I cry nothing would change. I'd still be a jerk to your sister.

I sat in my bed and tried calling you, my hand slightly shaking as I didn't know how to express how sorry I am for my stupid feelings towards you.

I was waiting for at least 30 seconds, but nothing. I hang up the phone and called again. I really wanted to apologize, to explain that I couldn't help how my heart was beating for you. I wish I could stop it.

But once again, no answer. Then I thought that maybe I should leave you alone and think about what I've said. Maybe after you calm down you'd understand my feelings and that my intentions were pure.

I placed the phone down beside me and lied down on the soft mattress, thinking about no one, but you.

As my eyelashes were slowly getting heavy I drifted off to sleep, hoping this way will help me escape my disgusting thoughts and feelings.

The next day, I visited your place. I knocked on the door a few times and when the door finally opened, I saw your beautiful, mesmerizing eyes.

I wanted to smile, but I felt ashamed. So I kept my head low and said hi.

You didn't say anything, you just started at me for a little while and told me that you were busy and that we shouldn't talk anymore.

I tried hard not to show my pain, as I looked up at your perfect eyes. I saw the galaxy in them. But at the same time, I saw disgust and oth. Then I noticed a coming boy walking towards the door.

I asked who he was and you told me he was your new boyfriend. No one could imagine how hurt I was by your last word.

I nodded, as my mouth shaped up into a tight smile, my head still low.

I once again apologized and slowly walked back towards my car. I heard laughter, so I turned around and saw you and that boyfriend of yours laughing, probably at how pathetic and hopeless I am.

I sighed and got into my car starting to drive to my house.

Minutes, hours, days, weeks, months, years passed.

And I still felt lonely. No one out there for me to love and no one to care about, except you. The only thing I wanted those last years was still you.

It always was you.

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