The one with the mic check

chapter 18 His perspective

Fast forward to the end of the day. It's lonely without her. I miss her no matter how mad I am at her. I start heading home, and turn on the radio. she's not here to pick her music, I look at the empty seat next to me. When I finally get home it felt like hours, without her. I open the door and yell. "Babe I'm ready for round 2, Babe? Steph!" Lucario comes running too me and indicates that something is wrong. He runs to the table. I look on the table and see a key that I gave her when she moved in and there's an address on it. That must be where she is, as I type the location in my phone I start crying. 

I drove her away, stupid Chase. I start driving and I'm so mad that I speed. Luckily the cops aren't around. I pull up at the address and walk up to the door and start banging on it. "STEPH!" That's it I'm kicking the damn door down, I push my foot. Throw the door and make a loud thud. I walk in and it's small but nice, I look in the first room. No one then I look in the next room and see her sitting on the bed. She looks like she's been crying for hours because her eyes are red. Oh no.

"You said see you at home." "Yeah well things have gotten too overwhelming so I thought if you're mad at me and won't believe me then I'll stay with Maddy who actually believes me, I didn't do anything wrong. But nooooo you believe everybody else over your pregnant girlfriend." She says, I see blood drip down on both her arms. No please no I don't want my girl hurt. I walk towards her and pull the sleeves up. There are 4 cuts on her arms, I'm such an Idiot. I hope no one has done this to her. 

I say. "No please god no." Then I start crying, I then start licking the blood off her arms. I need to clean her, I then hug her to make her feel safe. And carry her to the bathroom, I put bandaids on her. I then walk her to her room and sit her down on the bed and say. "What happened?" I asked. "I read all the comments on this fake account." She shows me her phone, and I feel raged. No wonder why she hurt herself. I hate all those people who wrote that. How dare they hurt my Steph.

"I'm so sorry I didn't believe you before I just thought that maybe you were hiding another personality." "It's okay but next time something similar happens talk to me before you make assumptions." "I will do that from now on promise." I say. "You're wearing my jumper." I ask she says "Well It's how I fall asleep now I can't sleep without it." "So, it's like a safety blanket to you?" "Yes no matter how mad I am at you I still need it." she said. I love how she uses it as a safety blanket. And now I'm her safety blanket as she is mine. 

I kiss her on the lips and say. "Come home I miss you." "You promise to stick by me?" "Yes I will get a tattoo to prove that I will." "Okay, but can I sleep here tonight anyway? I want to have some fun with Madds." She ask "Yes, but safe fun. No alcohol, I want my baby and my girl to be safe." I replied. "Okay, What's going on with the door?" "I'll fix it right now." I say and fix the door, I say "Goodbye my girl and Goodbye my bun." I kiss her on the lips then the stomach, I see Maddy as I drive past she gives me a death stare. Why does she hate me so much? 

When I get home I look at tiktok and see my girlfriend dancing with her blood sister and sister and Ahmed as well. What the hell is a blood sister anyway? I'll have to ask her when I come home tomorrow. The next day I text her "Morning babe, I left your key under the mat and I engraved your name on it so it's yours forever I love you and can't wait to see you tonight." I also had a winky face and heart emoji. She replies 1hr later ."Thanks babe, I love you." She is so adorable, it's lonely without her at school.