With Every Heartbeat❤

Chapter 1

Hey! Before we start with the story I would like to tell you that this is my first story ever. It has A LOT of mistakes I know. You dont have to point them out. I wrote this when I was basically 13 or something.

I even thought about deleting it but considering it's my first story here I wanted to keep it as a memory. Any way, I don't honestly know if you'll enjoy this but I hope you do.

If you felt weird while reading it or chose not to read it then go ahead and read my other story DORM 206 because it is way better and actually has a plot .

Good luck :))

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I've only been in love two times. Clearly they both did not work out .. It's just I cant find someone who could understand me. I'm quite different from everyone else, I'm not that full of myself but I'm just self-confident.

It was that day when I met her, Bethanie, every time I hear that name my heart sinks, my palms sweat, and bittersweet memories flash right in front of me. She was the perfect girl.

Bethanie had long light brown hair with some gold highlights that shine in the sun so brightly. Her hair was so beautiful that its smell would drive me to another universe.

I envy her hair. It covers her chest and reaches her lower back touching her butt, that's the part I envy the most. Her amazing red lips are so seductive and appealing, you just feel like kissing them all the time. Her style is sporty chic. She usually wears over-sized t-shirts with a tight dark blue jeans that matches her eye color.

Everytime I hear her name my heart skips a beat. She still has that affect on me and I wish I could forget about those days. But they're stuck in my memory forever.

I loved every detail about her. Her personality, her laugh, the way her eyes glow, her sarcasm and especially that hair flip she used to do.

Bethanie was one of the girls that affected me so much. More than Hailey, now that's another story. Let's stick to this right now. Bethanie's name would send me the shivers. I loved her way too much.

She was charming, affable, dependent and lovely. I think those qualities made me fall for her in the first place. She was confident, almost too confident. She never cared about anyone's opinion and I adored that about her.

Her voice would send shivers down my spine and her eyes would melt my insides. Her touch was so soft and innocent. God, I could never stop talking about her inner and outer beauty.

Bethanie... I wish you could know how much I've suffered to have you and when I did you were gone.

People call her Beth. She was in the arts group . She draws, writes, and reads . I never expected to fall in love with a person that quickly.

Now let me tell you how it all began.

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"Hey Jacob we're lacking students in the arts group please help us to attract new people! I know you could draw so wanna join? " she offered. I figured she was a bit nervous while saying it as she was rubbing her hands together and squeezing on them from time to time.

"Sure I'll help but I'm not sure if I'll join I got basketball practice." She looked at me with disappointment. She gave me one of "her looks ".

"Yeah sure no problem. Sorry if I bothered you anyway", she rolled her eyes then left with the rest of the arts group.

"What was that all about?" Jimmy asked

"I don't know and I don't care" I jerk away.

Jimmy and I have been good friends since preschool. Our parents are very close and we usually spend the weekends together. He is madly in love with Bethanie that's for sure.

He keeps on talking about her. She doesn't notice him a lot. Whenever we are together she notices me. I don't get it. When it comes to Bethanie I usually don't get a lot of things actually. She's mean to me like half of the time and I got used to it so I play mean back.

I get distracted easily by her eyes though. Those deep blue eyes that I adore. Oh God and her perfectly curved body that-

"Earth to Jacob! What's going on with you man?" Jimmy shouts.

"Nothing nothing sorry" I move away.

Why was I thinking about her that way? I do not like her that's for sure.Yeah I don't ... Right?

I've always felt she didn't like me. Well, I knew it cause every time I try to talk to her she is just making excuses to leave or to end the conversation. Plus, Jimmy is my best friend and he loves her. There are plenty of fish in the sea and even if this fish did catch my eye, I won't allow stupid feelings to flourish.

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Sorry if this is a short chapter

Longer ones are yet to come don't worry about it>>>>