With Every Heartbeat❤

Chapter 23

Bethanie's POV

"WHAT THE HELL ARE THOSE" I yell. Tears streaming down my face. I don't know what to think.

"Bethanie...I-I" he mumbles. I slap him.

"You fucking work for the FBI?" I yell even louder. My hands are shaking and my lips are trembling. I can't believe he really did this.

"I-I" he repeats. He covered his face with his hands.

"I'm sorry!" he shouted uncovering his face. He pulled out a mini microphone from his shirt and throws it on the ground, breaking it.

"It was my duty in the first place. To spy on your mom's work. I had to use you, I was obliged to. But then-"

Another slap on his face.

"How could you do this?! After all that we've been through! You-You " I covered my eyes collapsing on the floor.

I couldn't hold the heartbreak no longer as I fell to the floor in a disheveled heap as my grief poured out in a flood of uncontrollable tears.

He approached me.

"Don't fucking touch me Jacob!" His eyes were bloodshot, I'm sure mine were too. I can't believe he used me like that! After all the fights and the make-ups he was just ... using me.

Tears were streaming uncontrollably.

"Beth-" he starts.

"Don't you fucking Beth me! Get away" I warn him.

"It was a duty at first but please listen to me" I closed my ears ignoring his request

"Bethanie!" he yelled grabbing my hands to his chest.

"I love you! I told the FBI I couldn't continue but I was in way too deep. I told them I fell in love with you! It tortured me everyday knowing that I was using you!"

"I don't believe you" I simply said pulling away from him.

"I don't trust you Jacob! Get out of here! I don't wanna see you, I don't wanna feel your presence even! JUST LEAVE!" I yelled even louder. My voice cracked at the end.

After those last words I broke down entirely.

Tears streamed down my cheeks, everything was blur and barely was I able to comprehend what just happened.

How could he do this to me? To anyone? I watched him staring at me, but not daring to approach me.

"What are you still doing here? Leave me !" I shouted

"Beth-"

I reached out to the crystal vase on the table beside me, "I said get the hell out of here !" I tossed the vase at him but he moved away, causing it to collide against the wall and fall in shattered pieces into the floor.

"Please believe me" he pleaded. I rushed towards the bedroom slamming the door once I'm in. I grabbed my clothes from the closet and tossed them in my bag, unorganized.

When I was done I opened the door to glance Jacob blocking the way.
He noticed the bag, his eyes widen as he started crying too.

"Don't leave me, please" he hugged my waist.

I pushed him away and hurled towards the door after I grabbed my phone from the living room. I slammed the door, exiting that awful place that I once called home. Knowing I won't be going back there ever again.

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I sobbed and cried. My vision was blurry due to the tears forming in my eyes. Angelina was away for the month so I literally had no where to go. I won't be going back to my father's house that's for sure.